Two weeks had gone by but I had not laid eyes on the baby. When I woke up, I made sure Clara told me nothing about the baby, not even the sex of the baby. I knew if I had even the slightest contact with the baby, I wouldn't be able to survive staying away.
Finally my job was done, my time in this house had expired. My time in Leonard's life had expired. It was time to return to my own life. I know I planned tp stay some months to get my body back in shape, but I changed my mind. I couldn't. I was perfectly fine now and I had to go home, to my mom and siblings.
So as I packed my bags with tears in my eyes, I kept hearing Leonard's voice in my head but I continued blocking him out. He hadnt even visited once since that day.
"Is this really what you want?" Clara asked for like the hundreth time.
"Its what I have to" I answered.
"What about what you want?" She pressed
"It doesn't matter" I said with pain in my heart
"Don't go Eva, you will regret it"