Care for Her More

Max

I was freaking out on my thoughts. For the first time, after all this while, I felt like crying my soul out. I looked at Ryan and Hannah, finally, to interpret their emotions and feelings about this.

“What do you think?” I asked them, but Ryan only sighed and Hannah seemed blank.

“I don’t know” his voice was dull too. “I don’t wanna think that”

I scoffed. “Does that change anything? We have no idea where she is! We can only wait… in case she comes”

Hannah came to me. “Do you really do?”

“What?”

She looked at me with strange expressions, which could almost be called hateful. I immediately understood what she meant.

“Yeah! Of course!”

“Then if she comes back, promise me that you will be with her and love her!”

I thought for a moment. I needed time for that, but, I just said to her that I was sure. Why are my feelings so fucked up? Didn’t I know that I love Sam? Why do I still think that it was wrong for Dove?