33
The Night Before
Lauren
Without thinking, I snatched Alissa’s hand and we both darted into my spacious bathroom that I also shared with Kait when she would crash and sleep with me.
Yes, I had finally accepted that I had finally wanted Kaitlyn; that was back when we were together in Tombstone.
However now, I felt l like I was doing a sin by also wanting Alissa. I could hear Kit snicker on the other side as I still held onto Alissa. Something about her was mesmerizing. And I couldn’t exactly decipher the why.
Fuck that, I didn’t need to understand the why.
Words could not explain my own emotions. I felt my heart flutter with uneasy anticipation as I drew her closer to me.
Was I feeling lust? Was I feeling true love with Alissa?
She took my hands in her hands and ran her fingers across mine, trying to calm me down, yet the more she touched me—the stronger it became.