Don't wanna know!

pulled him, he looked right into her eyes in complete shock, tightly holding on her shoulders..she slowly said "Saranghae " (i love you in Korean) his hands Slowly touching her hairs tilted his hands feeling her face, wrapped her in his arms, and closed her eyes from his fingers. slowly walking away...

I was afraid, don't wanna know his heart. everyday as I look into his eyes, I feel wanting him. I just wish I will be lying next to him, every night, I would be having his glance. if not in this life, next time will I be able to meet him? every time I see someone next to him, I fear loosing him. I am just too weak. she said herself..

she laid down shedding tears. 'how warm it feels when he is near me, I can't get him out of my head. it feels he is new year's dream. everytime, he is in front of me, as I am too sad to deny..I am depending on him.

as I see the night is soo beautiful, as wind blew up and he is right next to me.

I wish the first snow will come soon and he will wrap me with blanket and we will watch snowfall together. she added.

Thinking about the email, she was ready with revolver. as the history is repeating itself.

in the middle of the night she stepped towards his room. as she entered ,went close to him. kissed his hand whispered "don't wanna know your heart, but don't go anywhere leaving me behind"

took his phone and turned it on, the wallpaper was her "sleeping picture". tears in her eyes. as she opened the gallery it had nothing but all of her pictures, she never knew it.

night felt longer, 'every moment of mine if it was him, how good it would be? " she whispered sobbing..

as she removed the curtains, like cold breeze is whispering "that must be a good reason, he is with you".

time passed as sun rised she was still standing near the window, smiled and turned around he was watching her from a distance, came near, closing her eyes from his hands. " shhh! I have something for you" and as she opened her eyes, min joon was smiling and there was a 'white dress'

"how long are you going on with my shirts"? I saw it yesterday in some store and thought it would look pretty in you. 'you liked it?' he added

" I loved it " jae min replied, her voice sounded sad. the teary shine in her eyes was visible to him.

But every time I look at that revolver, I end up loosing, getting weaker. days were hard to pass. I was killing inside. as I have affection for him, but I am just too afraid if I am wrong : she whispered..

Today the day has come to flip everything and turn the tables. she was ready.

min joon had knew it all along. but still she pretended to be okay. loaded the revolver.

closed the door said "sorry, if I don't have you this time, next time I will find you"

it was just few minutes away from the time, she was standing in front of namsan tower. it was all haze and almost evening. as the fogg was getting clear he appeared. he (that unknown man who called) waved hands at eachother tboth stepped towards each other.

min joon watching them from distance. hiding behind the stalls. that man holded her shoulders and jae min slowly threw him. pointed revolver towards him , he stood up shouting "Do you think I would not be prepared" he pointed revolver back. they were still under the Seoul tower. who will put the trigger first?

that man? or yoon jae min?

why min joon had gun? how jae min knew min joon had gun?

do she will die? or kill?

To be continued....