Journal Entry 1

Journal entry 1

Day XX

Year XXXX

I'm so afraid.

The world will soon be ending and the humans will all disappear.

What if there are no humans anymore? I don't want that.

I like humans more than anything, even if I can't be anywhere near them.

I've always been alone, watching and observing from afar by myself, with no one to talk to or no one to depend on.

Someday, I want to be with them and spend my days peacefully without having to defile them.

Anything I touch that is pure and pretty withers away and dies in ugliness.

If I go near them, they would be hated and loathed so much that I'll regret ever getting around them. It's because I was born like this that no one likes me.

I'm blamed for all the temptations and things that they do wrong, because I give birth to mistakes and sins as well. That's why I have to get away.

But right now, they're in danger.

I don't want them to lose anything and I don't want to lose them too.

Without me, they are surely precious.

They are the children of a god that is kind and merciful. It is only my fault that they are weak and evil. It's because of me that they do things that other people don't like.

And they call me the Devil. That's why I should do something to keep them alive.