'Friend'

I hadn't gotten any sleep last night at all after you know what.

I wanted him, no I needed him.

I was so sexually frustrated and even more frustrated that he kept leading me on even though he has a fiancé.

I was disgusted by self for having such lude and wrong thoughts like sleeping with him even though he was my boss and taken.

I had contemplated not going to work this morning, but this was only my second week of work and I didn't have any plausible excuse so I tiredly got ready not even bothering to look myself over in the mirror before leaving for I knew I looked like shit.

"Woah babes. You look even worse than yesterday." said Maria confirming my thoughts and I sighed.

"Well I guess that's how you look when you've been up all night." I yawned and she looked at me sympathetically.

"Well I'll order a triple shot of expresso for you okay dear? That might wake you up a bit."