Reminder

She kept her self attached with the wall next to door

There was complete silence and darkness

She hiden her beautiful face in her hands

Turned towards wall

A jerk,

Or a sudden attack

She forcefully started removing her jewelry

It was like piercing herself

Aaahhhh! She shouted loudly with pain

And hited her hands hardly on wall

But she didn't feel pain

May be inner pain was much greater than that of outer

After long cries and hurting herself

She made herself fall on bed

Pain has ended.. may b she is relaxed now

But no... She is just tired...

Tired of facing it everyday...

But what made her like that ????

There were many questions but her silence was now unbreakable ....

she remembered that light...

that touch....

she wanted to feel it again....

but there was nothing .....

she tried to understand .....

understand... that... she have to control herself... on her own...

understand that she have to accept... everything that has happened to her....

but that was great burden...

she wanted to move on.... but she was unable to carry such wait.....

she have to throw...

throw.... all burdens.....

she tried to gather herself

and tried her best to get herself free from all the things ... that have always hurted her...

but it is not one day task....

she have to work and work harder...

she ... just reminded the lyrics and repeated... them to herself....

Even though I am not succeeded but atleast I have not lost

I am just tired.....

I am broken but not scattered

I am just tired.....

Till yesterday I was living like there is no tomorrow

and was sipping all my pains like there is no solution

I am silient but not forgetful

I am just tired.....

I am inattentive but not lost

I am just tired...

and with that... she decided ... to follow that magical touch... and to move on in her life...

will she ever forget... everything???

What was that magical touch that inspired her ...??