140. Shopping Together

I walked out of the Mansion, today intending to go shopping to the Mall and buy some things that are really needed. It's been three days after Grandma Lecy's death. The coffin is still in the living room and Edwards doesn't want to be buried at all. I don't know what my husband was waiting for, he said there were several things he wanted to do. In the end I just kept quiet and didn't dare to ask other things.

Actually, today I also feel reluctant to go out or go to the shopping center, because it feels inappropriate for me to wander outside while still in a state of mourning. But Edwards said I had to breathe outside so I wouldn't be stressed. Though I really feel good, without any thoughts.