The life as I know it

it was like any other day in my life, very plain and repetitive as always, there was never any suspicion that I can lose everything that I took for granted in a blink of an eye.

I was an freelance artist back than, working from home, away from traditional human's interactions, but deep inside I really wanted to rejoin normal life that I once had when I was still in high school.

Day by day past, and my life is always the same.

Waking up in the morning I usually went to the bathroom and after that eat a breakfast and then proceed to work as usual.

It was a really pleasant job at first, but when days turns into months and months turned into years, and after nearly a decade I had enough of it.

It was once my biggest dream, but now It seems like it is just a boring everyday in my life.

The passion of my youth has already burned down, leaving nothing left but suffering in my works.

Never had I thought that I had it really easy compared to other.

Never had I realized that my boring yet peaceful life is a blessings that many other yearn to be be blessed with.

And never had I thought of wanting to go back to the life that I once taken for granted.