Chapter 15: Reminiscing

(Explicit chapter, you must be 16 years old or older to read this chapter)

He picked me up and put me on top of the kitchen countertop while continuing to kiss me. The pace of our kiss started increasing, I decided to take my shirt off and he paused for a moment to admire my perfectly perky breasts.

"You are so perfect do you know that?" Jahin spoke into my mouth.

"No, you make me perfect," I said slowly getting my fingers into his curly hair then grabbed it momentarily.

"I like that, do not stop," he said struggling to catch his breath.

He started squeezing my breasts making me feel utmost pleasure. My moans started getting louder, he used his fingertips to make circles around my nipples.

"Jahin, please! I can not take this anymore." I tried to speak when he suddenly picked me up and took me to his bedroom.

I got off the bed, kneeled while he stood up. I slowly took off his sweatpants and his underwear followed. I could not believe anything I was seeing so I looked up at him when he suddenly directed my head closer to his penis.

"You are so impatient." I grabbed his huge penis and used my hand to move up and down it.

"Haya mmh!" he sat on the bed with his hands grabbing the sheets. I remember how that moment felt, I was in control and I loved it. I felt like only I can make him feel that way, the mighty Jahin overpowered by the pleasure I made him feel. I hope he writes about this to me one day, I want to know specific details about how I truly make him feel because I know how he makes me feel so many things.

The way he touches me, the way his veins are visible on his hands whenever our bodies are in the sink. The way he calls out my name, the way he knows the right places to touch me to make me surrender to him. The way he is so dominant maybe even in charge but yet so gentle and caring while handling me. I can never get enough of him, our chemistry is infinity. I am unable to grasp everything he makes me feel.

My mouth covered the bulge between his legs, I made slow movements up and down with my head. He used his hand to grab my hair then lead me around it even faster. I went on faster around it when I almost choked on it, I decided to go slower and licked it looking at him begging me to release him then he suddenly took it out of my mouth and covered my breasts with his cum.

After he caught his breath he stood me up and threw me on the bed. He got on top of me, took my skirt off along with my panties. I looked at him feeling completely shy that I am naked, he took a blanket and covered me up just to make sure I am comfortable. His head disappeared into the blanket and I felt something wet circling my clit.

I grabbed the sheets with my left hand then used my right hand to grab his hair. His pace increased, my moans got even louder and I could not catch my breath anymore. I called out his name several times begging him to release me. He slid his index finger inside my vagina, he then went in and out of my vagina using it.

"Fuck! I am almost there Jahin please..." he shut me up when he suddenly used two fingers this time going even faster. His mouth kissed every inch of my body, he aggressively started sucking my breasts and the pace of his fingers going inside of me decreased. He took them out, he used the same fingers covered with my cum to rub my clit and I cried out with pleasure when I finally came.

He lied down beside me, we both looked at each other and started laughing out loud while trying to catch our breath.

I remember every detail about that night like it was yesterday. Jahin did not want us to have sex, he told me that he wanted me to grow up to be matured enough to understand how special it is. He always spoke to me about how he regrets having sex at 15 years old and how he wished he had waited for me to come into his life.

He stayed to himself ever since he met me, we both tried our best to not put each other in situations where we both would want to have sex. We spend our time talking about our goals well mostly mine, I doubt I know anything about Jahin. I feel like he hid everything from me or he did not know himself at all.

I put the letter into the box I am using to put every sentimental belonging that I want to take with me to campus. I went through a couple of pictures with my best friend Ruby and decided to take only a few with me.

I am happy with everything that I have packed so far, I will continue packing later today. Mom said we are going shopping so I better get some sleep but before I sleep let me try reaching out to @zaied.jacobs to apologize for my rude behavior.

I logged into my anonymous Instagram account before I send him a text to let me view his story update. He posted a video of himself wearing a black hoodie, oh God. This man is hot, I do not think I will ever stay away from him now.

"Hey, I am sorry for the way I spoke to you the other day, that was very rude of me and I am not a rude person. I hope you forgive me." I sent the message.

He is probably sleeping, let me also go to sleep now.

"Haya! wake up we need to get going soon." my mom called out my name from her room.

I struggled to open my eyes, what time is it? This woman can not be serious I barely got any sleep. It is 8 am where are we going this early, let me sleep for two minutes I will wake up.