part 11

I sometimes find it un necessary to celebrate my birthday because I don’t even know if its right, I wasn't aware of what transpired that day maybe it brought hurt to some people, I cant tell, am unsure about the events. But am so positive of one day, the day I fell in love the day I said yes, the day I made a decision to spend the rest of my life with that one person I chose, the day I decided to go against every thing I know just to be with what I didn’t know because I felt so sure its what I needed, I felt its worth all. that’s the day I celebrate.

It’s the day of my anniversary with Nain, I woke up early as I have been doing for the past days, I have been unable to get sleep and am not sure of life anymore. The decisions I made, the sacrifices I made, were they worth it. lately have been questioning everything and everyone. Are people really genuine about their lives, their words, their feelings.