~the letter

Dear Audrea,

I sit to write a letter to you, and I am all '5' again; there's a lot to say to you but somehow I don't know how to form proper sentences!duh. There is just something about you, that makes me loose my mind(in a good way:)) and I just go blank ,the way I used to before the exams, but so much better. I scribble and scribble and then tear the page off, crumble it. I wanted this to be so perfect, but I know better now. It isn't supposed to be perfect, it's just supposed to be from the bottom of my heart.