Chapter 19: I LOVE YOU

Intellia

You know the time where you wish the world would stop, just staring in the eyes of the one you love.

I just really loved simple acts he did; the way the time passed so easily while we're texting, that smile I couldn't help but form on my face, the way he made me feel secure whenever I talk about my past and open up, the way he talks to me giving me hope and telling me how strong I am to be able to confront all my life and the way he opened up to me.

And now staring in these eyes....

"Yes I guess I'll be fine ... I ... just... need to leave ...but"

"Hey, hey, calm down, okay?"

"I just can't ... talk... to her ... my sister, I just can't ..."

It's just hard to feel that embarrassed in front of someone whom you just met or even have met before, having someone seeing you breaking down is hard; I almost lost myself. I needed to be alone but at the same time couldn't: I mean what would I do if it happened again and at that time no one saved me.

What if?