Intellia
Going out with Ryan and I felt really tense, I had to tell him about my past as partners should always be honest with each other and deep down I knew what I lived affected me....
To be honest, I lost myself or moreover I don't know who I am, sometimes I get scared of myself so much, more like horrified or something!
When dad and mom you know... had this khula, at first we didn't see dad and I was truly hurt by him as our last encounter was packing our clothes and all our belongings in garbage bags to get out of our own house just because we wanted to live with our mom.
After a long period of fighting back and forth with numerous cases, we began seeing each other; however, to be honest I never felt so free while talking with him like I used to; as always there were restrictions:
Never mention mom or he might insult her!
Stand up for her and her family whenever he tries to convince us with his weird wrong point of view!