In addition to love inside me, there is hate too.. as I show silence, I have a rebellion inside me.
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Everyone saw you as the viper that would kill me, while I only see you as my cure. That pain spreading between my ribs and kills me thousand times a day. Everyday I pretend it's okay, that I forgot and I'll be stronger, but nothing of this is happening.
I try to neglect the truth that I'm nothing, to neglect that I was a bitch to this world, just a mean thrown by one person and another made fun of her by words.. I knew from the start that I was a fringe in this life. No one took advantage of me one day then left me to feel betrayed. No one cared to use a fool like me.
That hurts. It burns me everyday with a fire sears me that never calms down or burns out. I had no idea that the walls of strenght I built around me would be completely destroyed to the ground by some wind.