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Mmmm....mssh...mss....mmmh. Bite!

My eyes pop open! Haaa Mmm Aaahh...! His low chuckle slowly brings me back to reality. The soft thickness on my wrists makes me flinch.

Squish...slap..smack...squish..smack...

The thrusts inside me quickened after I moaned softly. His tongue licks my neck teasingly. His eyes are staring at me but my vision is still blurry.

Those intense black orbs pierce the very depth of my soul. He towers over me and all I can think is...How did I get here?

8 hours ago.

He's engrossed in the papers in front of him that his secretary just handed him. In my mind, I continue to go over his schedule. Of course, I have an excellent memory but it's become a habit of mine since becoming his Personal Assistant...to distract myself...

"Emry."

His smooth deep voice shakes me out of my trance-like state. I look at the back of his head with a slight view of his left side profile. Then his hand reaches towards me. It's the only part of his body that moves with his eyes still glued to the documents. I do something very stupid just then. I move.

His fingers curl into a fist. My breath hitches. My eyes are still on his hand. He moves it back to his desk after a few minutes.

I know that it's too late for me to move back to that spot.

"Well..." The file closes.

Before I can react he's in front of me pinning me against the wall and blocking any escape. I'm pretty sure that I've stopped breathing. He closes in on me. The last thing I see before closing my eyes tightly are his black orbs burning into me.

Yup! That's how I ended up in this position. "Damnit..mmffph."

"Ahhhh...!" My body hurts. I don't know how long he was pumping into me while I was asleep. If this was a true punishment he would've thrust into me fiercely up to the hilt or with a toy, shocking me awake.

My face is still wet with my tears even though he didn't do his usual discipline today. Just him being inside me makes my body tremble and quake.

It's been 10 years and he has yet to tire of me... He always finds new forms of torture and play that I never thought humanly possible. How did I let it get to this point?

10 Years ago.

It was our sophomore year in college. We had always been study partners and we sometimes studied in groups, but I could tell that he hated them. The frown on his face was apparent. The girls in our groups were always staring and trying to find ways to touch us both. He would shoot daggers at them every time until he finally told me that he would rather it just be the two of us.

It just so happens that we were in the library studying alone for the fifth time. I felt something warm graze my thigh and stay there.

I look down at his hand and shoot my head back up to look at him. His eyes haven't left his notebook and his right hand continues to write. I go back to doing the same but at the same time, I try to push his hand away.

It was fruitless. His grip only got tighter and then he moved it up higher.

"Maddox," I whisper.

He doesn't budge just goes higher and glides his index finger over my crotch. I gasp.

"Maddox!" I shout lowly. "What are you doing? You know I like women."

"Hmm...really?..." He swiftly unzips my pants with one hand and slips it inside grabbing me firmly.

"Mmmmffhh....!" I let out a whimper and bite down on my lip while quickly glancing around us. No one seems to notice. I breathe slowly.

The slow and rough motion of his hand is unforgiving. "Mad...dox..." The moans just escape on their own.

After that day we did so many things. I still can't believe it. He has this way about him. I can never say 'no' to him...never. That day I didn't say 'no'.

"Tell me what you want Emry." Yes, every time he says my name my heart skips.

Even though we did so many things he never gave any attention to the hole between my cheeks. He never so much as grazed a finger or breathed on it. It was the most neglected part of my body...

I made a mistake one year into our foreplay, kinky fun relationship. We were sucking each other off than I thought to myself 'Maybe he wants me inside of him?..' I was so stupid.

I licked his pink opening and one of my fingers getting ready to put it in when he bit down hard on me!

"Aaahhhh!..." I screamed and then froze when he hopped up off me. Those eyes looking down at me from the side of the bed.

His lips turned up into that grin that makes me cry. The glint in his eyes. I feel my chest tighten. "Ma...Maddox...I'm sorry." I choke out. My voice is hoarse.

"Oh, Emry...what should I do with you?"

The locked drawer in the nightstand is opened...much to my horror. I can't move.

The reflection in that toy made me yelp a little.

"I was going to do this gently. But you seem a bit impatient."

"Mmmmm...." Is all that I can get out.

He chuckles that low manic chuckle. A tear falls down my face.

"Aaaaaaaahhhhh....!"

Leaving the metal dido inside me he inserts himself in slowly. It's still vibrating inside pushing against that spot! Drool leaks down my mouth. He cups the back of both my knees turning me on my side, going behind me on the bed he begins to push in and out faster.

His tongue laps up my drool as his lips close over mine and his tongue overtakes mine inside my mouth. The hand on my chin rubs it gently. His loud gurgle moans pass through me. I can't imagine how it feels with the dido vibrating against him as he pushes deeper inside me.

Just as he is about to come, he pulls out and takes out the toy, pouring his semen onto it after turning it off. My vision is a bit blurry but I can make out what he's doing and is about to do next. My teeth bite into it from time to time as he pounds mercilessly rubbing that hard spot making me squeal each time!

I can feel the warm fluid flow out again. I feel more of it this time, it's probably mixed with his sperm. He's so deep inside, I'm actually surprised that some escape. I know that after the first time he stuffed that toy in that he wiped up the blood. After that night he told me that I bled three times.

Can you believe him! Hahaha...he really told me that in a nonchalant way. Ah, it shouldn't surprise me. This is the way he is. ...And after what I've seen...

It didn't help that I couldn't get out of bed for a week. In between class breaks he would come to get his fill. At Lunch every day I was the main course. My mind was hazy back then but as I remember our first time having intercourse I was reminded of the undeniable pain and pleasure that overtook my body that week. I could barely use the computer to complete my courses online to make up for not showing in person.

He bathed and fed me. My disposition didn't stop him from having his fun.

The feel of soft leather caresses my skin. The tug of the cowring on my back makes me moan in desperation.

I couldn't get used to it.