Tragedy

A teen can be seen happily chatting with a girl his age in a forest

When all of a sudden change appeared, the smell of burnt wood surfaced in the air successfully capturing their attention

Now a man with green hair, with looks that can be said to be good looking but... that nasty and wicked smile ruined that all

He quickly appeared in front of the male teen and twisted his head in a weird angle

The teen quickly fell but his last thought before fainting was

'Why? Why did the "God's mistake" Louis Crawford-sama of the God's Insurgents appeared here just to attack us?' He thought with confusion, doubt and fear

"Lute!" The girl screamed

"Well well well, what do we get here?" The man with green hair said

"You! You must be one of the God's Insurgent why are you doing this!" She screamed hysterically

"Hmm? Is there really a need for a reason to exist?" He asked with a twisted way of talking

"And the sights of me breaking a childhood friendship in those anime really gives me those chills" He now said full of anticipation

The man then grab the girl and forcefully pin her down

Now as he removed his pants and sticked his willy

Only for a few minutes later 2 footsteps were heard

Now the teen who had fainted somehow regained his consciousness

'What? Why is "Looper" Honda Yuuya-sama here? Wait isn't that also Undead King Don will Dead sama? Why are 3 Insurgent's here?' he thought to himself

"Hey Louis! We were fcking looking for you and here you are goddamn slacking" The man said dissatisfied

"Huh? did I make a mistake again?" Louis said in doubt

"Tch, just quickly deal with your mess" Honda said irritated

"Yeah, yeah deal with my mess but I seemed to have killed them haha" Louis laughed it off seeing the fallen body on the ground and the girl he is currently ....

Hearing his words the thoughts of Lute froze

'Why? Is it really real what my dreams are? That mostly reincarnators are mostly parasites without their character development?" Lute asked himself

As early as a month ago he had been dreaming of a person in another world, a world filled with peace, no demons, no resurgents acting as protectors and every person has a right to talk

In my perspective their situation is enviable, the thought of not worrying about demons slaughtering you one-sidedly without having the chance of resistance is wonderful

The thought that you can still survive, earn money and eating without the worry of tomorrow's food

It's just unbelievable.

And in his dreams he had dreamt of a teen who had lived a normal life in their world

He had good childhood, he spent years of his childhood communicating with his fellow kids, when he reached the so called high school as a 7th grader, he spent interacting with different people now with different thoughts, ideas and cultures.

That's when he first interacted with mangas, animes and novels. He wasn't exactly some full time weeb but he still read mangas, watch animes when life somehow gets so down during those years yet his knowledge on this subject can equal a high ranking sage otaku, but ultimately it was a good memory but when college started sometimes everything has an end

His life in college was extremely hard especially when he chose pre med as his course to pursue doctor for his passion and the push from his parents, the amount of time he had for himself was almost zero due to him constantly schedule his time to finish his requirements on time and the time needed to memorize specific names of medicines and prescriptions was crazy

Fast forward to med school now just like pre med almost all of his time were spent on school leaving him no time to spend for relationships, recreation and hobbies. Now after memorizing most of the prescriptions this time he needs to memorize symptoms, reactions of body parts to specific actions, and importantly medical ethics

Now he spent 8 years internship as specialist in neurosurgery, at first it was nervous the idea of messing up your first time is mind boggling but as time goes by you must try to erase the idea of nervousness as it could potentially distract you during the surgery

And as a person who had always learned how to manage his time despite working around 60-80 hours a week he also has a day just for him to rest

He only managed to create a family during his near 40s and uses 1 day of his off duty days for bonding and another day for rest

He lived just like this for the next years of his life before he died at the age of 88

For a person like me, that world can be said to be too unreal to be true, the idea that you and your parents can escape from poverty with sacrificing just a few decades of your life not like in our world where it only solely happens when you're luckily talented in it and in that world even if you were not exactly talented, effort and experience can patch it up

But I guess I gotta stop thinking about it, the mess my situation rn is too... devastating

"Why? Why does the normal people like us need to be sacrificed for people like them?" He said with a hoarse voice clearly struggling to accept the truth he is scared of

The sight of his own childhood friend who he had spent 8 years with in this village being raped, The sight of his fellow villagers screaming in agony

And the perpetrator? His own idols, The people he had looked up to, The sight of them heroically saving people for the good of all.... turns out to be all hoax, all lies

The pain of a dream, a hope being thoroughly crushed by reality.... It's just.... too suffocating

Was it wrong that he dreamt of helping others too? Was it wrong of wanting to see bad guys lose for once? Was it wrong to wish for people to sincerely smile?

Only for these thoughts to be interrupted by a voice

"Isn't it very sad? The way these hypocritical reincarnators are allowed to roam freely?" The person said

"But did you ever know in truth they are nothing more but losers who had managed to get drunk with the taste of luxury, but due to those cheats, they remain invincible, and in their growth they never even felt the taste of stuggle, the cheat carried them up to their current stage" She said fully showing her contempt to the God's Insurgents

"They were nothing more but shut in losers who can't adapt to reality and started to escape using the devices called computers, Some of them were stubborn idiots trying to justify their incompetence with their illusions, some of them having defects in their looks decided to give up yet still became so nasty"

"Like that Louis guy, He was a loser whose appearance was too ugly that comparing him to a pig was a disrespect to the pig's image, yet what did he have? He did not have a good heart, he did not have talents in either academics or curriculars, he was just that type of fool who believed that "As long as you wish, it would just arrive to you in the future so what's use of putting in so much effort?" but his realization was too late he spent the rest of his life envying and hating the successful others and buried himself to animes and he luckily reincarnated in this world with a cheat, but not even reincarnation can cleanse a person with a dirty heart, after suffering his past life, he vented his frustrations on people of this world, he spend his days on debauchery due to his new looks, he forcefully rape women either by threats or he just kills them afterward if they keep on resisting" She said with disgust

"𝓢𝓞.... 𝓜𝓡 𝓛𝓤𝓣𝓔 𝓓𝓞 𝓨𝓞𝓤 𝓦𝓐𝓝𝓣 𝓣𝓞 𝓗𝓔𝓛𝓟 𝓜𝓔 𝓒𝓛𝓔𝓐𝓝𝓢𝓔 𝓐𝓛𝓛 𝓡𝓔𝓘𝓝𝓒𝓐𝓡𝓝𝓐𝓣𝓞𝓡𝓢?" She said with a dark laugh