Chapter 38

The place we pull up outside of is called Royal Mouriya and is a Kobe steak restaurant. Apparently we are to have our own private dining room, and the kids couldn't come as they do not allow anyone under the age of 10 in here. Sakura has bonded well with Yeong already, he is such a sweet little boy, so trusting and affectionate. He is super smart and already shows a talent for music, making little beats out of anything and everything, even his toys. Yoongi is really hopeful for his future and wants to get him to start learning the piano and guitar as soon as possible. Lori wants him to be a child for a little longer and doesn't want to put pressure on him at too early an age. I think this is the East / West parenting divide that Namjoon and I are going to get to at some point. For the moment I am just happy that Jangmi seems comfortable with Sakura.

I enjoyed getting ready to come out tonight. I haven't felt this good about myself for a while, and no, it's not because of my antics earlier, it's because of how my body feels. I never thought working out was going to be a thing for me, but it really has made me feel more confident. I have on a black lace skater dress, it's low cut at the front just showing enough cleavage without being trashy, sits under my bust and then flows out reaching just above my knees. It doesn't have sleeves, so my shoulders are out and my stronger upper arms are on display.

I decided to curl my hair just pinning a little back and have gone all out on my makeup. I have dark smoky eyes, red lips and for the first time ever I have put on false lashes. I will say I thought I looked hot when I checked the mirror, and I know for certain I did when I saw Namjoon, Jimin and JK's faces. Their chins nearly hit the floor as I walked into the main living room.

Lori looks amazing too, she has a thin strapped silk dress on which clings to her in all the right places, it's a jade green colour highlighting her eyes and her dark hair is sleek and straight, much longer now than she has had it for a while. We have both gone for dark eye makeup but she has a very subtle nude lip, with a shiny clear gloss over it. I remember her telling me once that if you make your lips look wet it makes men think of sex. I think Yoongi is in for a treat later.

I haven't had the chance to tell her yet about what happened this afternoon, but I will. I just need to find the right time. Usually that ends up in the toilets whilst we freshen up. She is fully aware of my recent 'Daddy' play and has told me that sometimes Yoongi gets a little authoritative but she hasn't called him that, yet. Most of the conversations we have had about their sex life are centred on how much he likes to please her. She says they do have hard and fast sex sometimes, but mostly it is like movie sex, slow, passionate and lasts for a decent amount of time. A lot of Army mention his tongue in videos and pictures and Lori says it is every bit as good as they believe it to be. I remember her face when she first told me about how he uses it, it moves as fast as he raps apparently.

Once we are in the private dining area, we sit around a hot plate. Obviously I sit next to my husband but there is a tussle for the seat next to me. Jimin and Jungkook both want it. Jimin loses out and instead sits opposite me, getting a better view of me in my opinion. I wink at him and smile, and he licks his lips in that seductive way he does and blows me a kiss. He mouths "I know you have been naughty". I panic and look to my right where JK is and then back at Jimin. He nods his head as if to tell me he knows or suspects at least. Not only am I going to have to tell Lori, I am sure my naughty little fairy prince is going to want all the details too.

We are all brought a couple of glasses of sake and before we drink we say "kanpai" and swiftly do both shots. It's not as nice as soju but it's the Japanese equivalent. The hot plate is switched on and a chef arrives to start cooking for us. He has rice going, vegetables, there is salad and soup too and of course the main attraction the beef. It's expensive but well worth the cost. It literally melts in your mouth. The boys are all drinking red wine, but Lori and I are on the rum and coke, we laugh at how common we must look in comparison.

We are all really relaxed and having a great time, slowly getting a little tipsy, laughing and poking fun at each other. It's really nice to be able to do this again. For a bit we all lost ourselves into a dark pit, but thankfully we have dragged ourselves out of that. There is still a little dark cloud following us but it's off in the distance and we are trying to ignore it.

I stand to go to the ladies room and call Lori to come with me, she understands immediately that it means I have gossip for her and she rushes to my side. I look back towards the table and see Namjoon and JK lean in to each other and start talking. I need to know what that is about. It could be innocent, or it could be Jungkook asking for permission for some more time with me, it could even be Joonie telling him it's not going to happen again. Either way I am going to be a little paranoid every time they talk for a while at least.

"So come on then, what was going on in your room this afternoon?" She says without hesitation as we walk through the door. "You are not going to believe me when I tell you". I laugh and go in to a cubicle to pee. "Try me" she shouts. "Namjoon watched me fuck Jungkook".