Chapter 59

***Namjoon POV***

I tell Eunjoo to get off of me, she doesn't and tries to carry on, I lift her off of me and pull up my bottoms. "Fuck, fuck, what have I done!?" She attempts to stop me leaving by grabbing my arm "Namjoon leave her, it's too late now, she saw us" she says almost seeming a little amused by the whole situation. "This was a mistake, the biggest mistake of my life!" I leave her standing alone in the room and try to figure out where my wife has gone. I hear loud voices in the green room so head there only to see confused faces and hear "what's wrong with Aimee?" from various mouths.

I look down the hallway and assume that she ran off towards the exit so head that way. I get out of the door and she is on the floor next to a puddle of sick with Yoongi's arms wrapped round her. She is crying hard, I feel awful, I know what I have done is unforgivable, I start to speak and the cliche "Aimee let me explain" leaves my mouth. Yoongi pipes up and says "no Namjoon, not now, you need to go, you can't explain this away" and steps to me, getting in my face. "Fuck off Namjoon, go in there and explain to everyone what you have done! Leave Aimee alone, she is in shock, she needs some time" he says pushing me towards the door. Who the fuck is he getting involved, I push him back, that rage in me bubbling up, I am getting so dangerously close to exploding, I need to explain and he won't let me. Before I know it Ji-Ho's huge arms are around me bouncing me back inside.

"Ji let me back out there, please, I have to sort this out" I implore. He stands steadfast in front of me, blocking the way, hands up. He is much bigger than me so I would have no hope of trying to get through him. I turn and he herds me back to the green room. My other 5 members are all looking at me waiting for an explanation. How can I admit to this horrible act? What are they going to think of me?

"Joon, what's wrong, where is Aimee? What happened?" Hobi asks me. I fall into a chair and bury my face in my hands and cry. "Namjoon, you are scaring us now, what's happened?" Asks Taehyung. Ji-Ho must have gone to get Seijin and has brought him back, he has obviously explained what happened because he went straight into the room designated for the interviews and tells them to pack up and leave.  We all hear him warn them that if any of what has happened gets out they will never have access to the boys again, that he will make sure their reputation is damaged beyond repair.

"For fucks sake Namjoon, what has gone on?" asks Jin. It's unusual for him to swear so I know he is anxious. I swallow my pride and utter words I never thought I would ever say "I just cheated on Aimee and she caught me". There is a sharp intake of breath from them all, but then Jungkook gets up and comes across the room and wallops me in the face twice with a left right jab combination. Jesus he is strong. It hurts like hell but I deserve it. Jin pulls him back stopping him from doing anymore damage, he shouts at me "you arsehole, how could you do that to her!?"

Jimin steps forward and tells JK to calm down, and asks Ji-Ho if anyone is with Aimee or if she is alone. They are told she is with Yoongi outside and that he is calming her down. "Namjoon, you stupid fool. You have just ruined the best thing in your life" says Taehyung shaking his head in disbelief at what I have done. I know he is right. How do I repair this? Can I repair this? Have I just totally blown up my whole world?