Chains

I was preparing to let go

I was resolute and determined

I had thought, "yes, I can do it this time"

But came the day, you brought up the matter again

And I came straight back to square one

I felt suffocated

I could literally feel chains tightening around my heart

And the darkness I suppressed came rushing back in

We're already at its end, yet I still do not know where to begin

I envy your carelessness and freedom

Sincere as I was, I am chained to your deceitful love conundrum