Even on days like this, You probably wont know everything

🌺Part 8🌺

-Lewis: Even on days like this, You probably won't know everything.-

July 4, 2020 7:56 p.m.

Lewis,Samantha

I decided to take a walk and the cold breeze blows. I look at the night sky and texted samantha.

💩Sampoop💩

@Lewisohandsome: Sam? do you have time tonight?

@Samantha_Fallon: yeah, why?

@Lewisohandsome: Can you meet me up on the bus station?

@Samantha_Fallon: Okay I'll be right there in 5.

I sat on the bench and plays with my fingers. -I like her, and today i Will tell her what i really feel.- "Lewis?" "Poop, there you are. wait, you dress so cutely tonight." "Thank you, i just finished hanging out with Fel-" "What?" "U-uhm.." "You hang out with that blonde guy?" "y-yes.." "I told you that you, You shouldn't trust him that easily." "uhmm.. honestly i don't see anything wrong with trusting felix. He's nice, funny, and he makes me feel so safe when I'm with him." "and i dont?" "you also made me feel that way but-" "but what? we've been friends for 8 years, and now your trusting that blonde guy who you only knew for 3 weeks?" "Am i not allowed to be friends with anyone else?" "You're not allowed to trust people that easily." "Lewis, I know that your my friend but, I think you're not the one who will decided who i will trust and not trust." she said and walk away. "wait, sam." I followed her but she ignore me. "For now, I think i won." I turned around and saw felix on the corner. "It's all your fault. if you didn't got too close to her, she wouldn't say those things to me." "It's not my fault, it's yours, and its because you fell in love with your own bestfriend." He said and walk away.

With those words I felt like the whole world just turned away from me. He's right. I shouldn't fall inlove on a friend but i did. I only want to express my feelings for her but it ends up building a wall between us.