Chapter 47

Shownu's POV

I heard Wonho trying to keep Hyungwon awake and I could tell that he was getting scared about what was going on. Honestly, I was too. Nothing like this has happened to Hyungwon. So it scares me to see him like this. He is to fragile. This is why I'm scared of leaving him alone without me or Wonho with him because I don't want anything to happen to him. Wonho feels the same way. I just hope Hyungwon is okay.

Wonho's POV

I was able to keep Hyungwon awake, but he was still about to fall asleep. He was holding onto me weakly. I kissed his lips and he surprisingly felt warmer on his lips. I felt his checks after I pulled away from the kiss but he was still cold to the touch. I pulled him closer to me and soon we got to the hospital and Shownu had rushed inside with me trailing behind. Shownu had told the nurse what was going on and they quickly took Hyungwon back to the emergency room to do an MRI. Soon after they came back out and told us that they have to wait for the results to come back but we could go see Hyungwon. Once we got into the room, Hyungwon was laying in the hospital bed. Hyungwon had looked towards us.

Hyungwon: Wonho, Shownu...

Wonho: We're right here Hyungwon.

I went over and Hyungwon opened his arms for a hug so I hugged him and he didn't let go.

Shownu: Are you feeling any better?

Hyungwon: A little bit.

Shownu: Okay. I'm gonna go check on Changkyun then come back later okay.

Hyungwon: Okay.

Shownu had left and Hyungwon had pulled me into a kiss. I knew he needed it.

Wonho: You wanna talk about your dream?

Hyungwon: I dreamt that you were kidnapped and the killed.

I sighed and kissed his forehead.

Wonho: I'm okay. That's not gonna happen and I can promise you that.

Hyungwon: What if it does?

Wonho: I won't let it. And Shownu might not let it happen either. But I can promise that I won't let it happen.

Hyungwon: Okay.

I pulled him into a hug and we stayed like that for a while. Hyungwon had calmed down. He was still cold to touch but isn't freezing cold to the touch. Hyungwon had fallen asleep while we were cuddling. He was tired from not sleeping that much last night due to him tossing and turning. Shownu had walked in with Changkyun. I looked their way and saw that Changkyun was carrying Chanhyun in his arms while Shownu was carrying the twins in their carriers. Shownu put the carriers down and Hyungwon woke up instantly.

Shownu: How did you know we were here?

Hyungwon pointed at the twins and didn't stop. Shownu was confused. I stood up and got the twins out of the carriers and handed them to Hyungwon. Hyungwon gladly took them. Changkyun smiled.

Changkyun: If there was a greatest mother alive it would go to Hyungwon.

Hyungwon smiled at the comment.

Hyungwon: And you Changkyun.

Changkyun: You are their mother by blood, I'm his mother by adoption.

Hyungwon: It can go both ways.

Changkyun: Umm is that possible?

Nurse: Yes it can go both ways. My sister gave birth to her kid and I adopted one of my kids and I still love them the same way I love my biological kid. Our mother had told us that it could go both ways.

Changkyun: Oh. Well thanks for telling us.

Nurse: You're welcome. And we got the test results back and we discovered that Hyungwon has a tumor growing directly on his spine and it's effecting his nerves to his brain. That is also the cause of him not moving this morning was because the tumor caused his nerves to shut down. And it also explains the freezing cold temperature that you felt when you touched him.

Shownu: What can we do to stop the growth of the tumor?

Nurse: The only way we can is to surgically remove it.

Shownu looked at Hyungwon. Hyungwoon looked back at him.

Hyungwon: How long will it take?

Nurse: A couple hours. It's big. It's half of your spine so it would be 6 hours max for surgery.

I felt Hyungwon grab my hand. I looked at him and saw that he was scared.

Hyungwon: What if we don't do the surgery?

Nusre: Then there is a chance that the tumor might kill you.

Hyungwon tightened his grip on my hand.

Wonho: It's better to do the surgery. Think of the kids, think about the life you'll be leaving behind if you don't do it.

Hyungwon: Okay. Surgery it is.

Nurse: It will be okay. But I will go tell the doctor that you want to do surgery.

Hyungwon just shook his head. Hyungwon pulled me closer to him and I knew he wanted to cuddle. So I sat down and took him and the twins into my arms. Hyungwon was relaxed in my arms but he was still scared. Shownu knew that Hyungwon was going out of his comfort zone so he knew what would make him feel better.

Shownu: Hyungwon, your gonna be okay. You know that you will be. Me, Wonho and Changkyun will be here. We will stay here with you and we won't leave. You are our top priority and we love you for who you are. This surgery will help you get better. You won't have to come to the hospital again. This will hopefully be the last hospital trip, unless you know who gets you pregnant again.

Wonho: Hey!

Hyungwon laughed at me and Shownu. Changkyun had snorted and then started laughing.

Shownu: I knew that would put a smile on your face.

Hyungwon: Your an idiot.

Shownu: As long as it puts a smile on your face then I'm fine with being an idiot.

Hyungwon: But won't you guys get hungry while the surgery is going on?

Shownu: That's why they made a hospital cafeteria for a reason.

Hyungwon smiled.

Hyungwon: That's true.

Shownu: Everything will be okay. I promise. I know me and Wonho keep making promises to you and Changkyun, but we do that to protect you.

Hyungwon: I know.

Nurse: Hyungwon, it's time.