Chapter 2 The New Me

First thing first how do you view life? Does it have a point? If so what is it? Is it infinite? Nope it also have an ending like everything else.

To start with, the question "what is life?" Or  how you view it is actually idiotic nobody on this planet would care about such things. Except for idiots like me.

I slowly walk as if I am not running late at all the class starts at 7:00 am and it is already 7:30 am.

This snow flurries hits my face and made me wonder if life is also the same. They fall from the sky, after that they hit the ground they slowly melt and then gone reduce to atoms never seen again.

Shit! there is no time for this

I need to hurry, I am running late

As I arrive outside the classroom, what a surprise the instructor is not here i continue to walk inside. Students who are talking with one other gradually turned their gaze at me, well that is expected i did not come to school for a whole week but actually that was not the case. I could hear them saying "is that a new student ihhh why is he sitting on Naoki's chair". I was just gone for 5 days and they already forgotten my face Ohh poor Naoki. The class president spoke to me and the reaction of the whole class was insane.

[Naoki do you have a moment?]

:ihhhhhhhhhhh Naoki??

:IHHHHHHHH

:thats Naoki? The Naoki we know?

I only cut my hair what's with that reaction did i really changed that much?before i could talk to Kaori the school teacher arrived and i was interrupted.

[Ok for today's lesson]

She just started teaching like she was not late for an hour uhmo truly admirable. Yes i am being sarcastic.

As soon as the bell rang bunch of girls started to gather around me asking me this and that and what's more is I could feel the killing stare of the male students inside the classroom.

[Neh neh are you really Naoki?]

[Do you have a girlfriend ?]

"No i don't"

I instantly replied like it was already programmed within me.

[Kyaah ! ]

Ehhh whats with that kyahh i remembered you just called me creepy last week.Yup! she's the same girl.

[Neh neh is there someone you like?]

"Secret"

I saw kaori going out the classroom so i followed her for two reasons first to continue the conversation we had this morning she looks like she want to ask something the second is to escape this girls asking a bunch of questions.

"Kaori wait"

"Oi kaori"

"Kaori?"

It took me three "Kaori" just for her to answer me with a cold shoulder

[Look who it is]

[Its Mr Popular]

"Are you perhaps mad?"

[Oh dear! Naoki My dear Naoki]

[Did perhaps being surrounded by girls made your brain malfunction?]

Ehhhhh whats with that tone is she being sarcastic?

[ ohh i see you think i am jealous Pfft!

Naoki Naoki why would I--]

"Ok ok stop i already know you are going to insult me with how idiotic and stupid i am"

[Where have you been anyway? You did not come to school for 5 days and you did not even sent me a message. But don't get me wrong here its not like i was worried or something.]

"You do know thats a famous tsunde-"

[HUH!! WHO ARE YOU CALLING TSUNDERE?]

Eeekkk! I could see her eyes change color again she really is a demo- forget that she might slap me any moment.

"I was attending a family burial and i left my phone sorry about that"

[Hmmm]

"You don't believe me?"

[No its just]

[I am glad you are ok]

"Ehhh?"

[Ehhh]

[EEEHHHHHHHHH]

[NO NO FORGET THAT]

[ I MEAN LAST TIME YOU LOOK PALE]

[ NO NO I MEAN FORGET THAT]

[ I AM NOT WORRIED AT ALL DO YOU HEAR ME??????]

"Ok ok i hear you, I hear you so stop squeezing my hands"

"It- it hurts"

[Hmmp!]

[Lets go eat lunch your treat]

"Ihhhhhh thats not fair"

[Blehhh its your punishment]

Peaceful days like this i want it to last, but knowing that everything has an ending makes me realize once more life has no purpose at all there is no use asking

What life is, what is the purpose of it, and what is the point of living the answer always lies on how you choose to live your life.

Today December 17 the day before the promise