Chapter 11: Shernia

What the hell is he doing now? I invited him nicely and he's still late! He's so dead today. How dare he stood me up! Oh my god, I'm gonna explode of anger now. It's literally the most disgusting thing when things don't go as planned. I don't know if I'll kill him next day or today. But I'm sure he's going to go on a bed rest for 3 days when he meets me next time.

"You brat! Why aren't you still here? I'm waiting for about 2 hours. You got death wish?!"

I'm staring at the text I sent him 30 minutes ago. The cafe was crowded then but now it has customers in 3 tables only. I'll just wait here for another 10 minutes and leave. Yeap, I will leave for sure. Though I'm saying it to myself for a while. Maybe it has already been 1 hour that I'm trying to hold in my anger by saying it. This time I feel like I'll just kill anyone who comes in my road if I continue to wait a little bit.

Wait! Could it be an acci... No,no it can't be. At best what might happen to him? Uncle and Ms. Jeinn is healthy as far as I know. They didn't face any trouble cause if they did, it'd have been on breaking news by now. So, is he in trouble? Geez...the more I let my guess run wild, the more restless I get. He's neither picking up his phone nor replying to texts. He never ignores my text but seems like his phone has been turned off for a while. Did he get kidnapped? It'll be funny to try to kidnap someone like hi...

Suddenly it hit on my head that his father is a well known businessman of country. I heard kidnappers and enemies target the children to threaten businessmen or other puissant parents. What if he's one of them! What am I gonna do now? I'm worried to hell now. I can't even imagine what will happen next if he gets kidnapped or killed. Should I try calling that new guy? Oh no, I don't have his contact details.

I was about to leave the cafe, but now I changed my mind. I'll go for searching him alone. I can't let his parents know about it. They're not so conscious about Ollie as their son, but careful about their reputations in public. So letting them know won't work. It'll just make things worse.

"I'm sorry. I can't join you today. Maybe next time better luck. Something came up at home."

I thought his text would calm me down. But hell no! It's creeping me out right now. Even if something came up at home, he could have informed me earlier. Why the hell making me wait for hella 3 hours! I was even worried to death for a jerk like him! I just want to kill him right now.

I'm walking faster so that I can forget why I was angry. When I was 6 years old, some kids spread rumour that I'm a boy who wears girls' uniform and all. I acted all tough that day but cried the hell out at home. And on that day mom said that, I did well cause I didn't vent my anger on anyone. I just managed to shut those stupids up with my glares. So I'm trying to repeat that now. But it's really insulting for me when someone makes me stood up. No, I won't ever forgive him.

I again changed my mind. I won't even talk with him ever again, no matter what. How dare he takes me lightly! I'm not his girlfriend that I should understand and consider his every situations. I won't beat him. Why beating someone who's not close to me anymore!

I'm taking long steps now. I'm panting already but no, I can't stop. Finally I was able to control my anger even after entering at my room. That's such a relief!