chapter 04 OBSERVATION

She walked into the sunset leaving me cold,

I wish it had burnt her alive,

The same way she set my heart ablaze

Under this very summer sky.

I'd scatter her ashes into the ocean,

So that no one could find her but me,

And no other soul would ever love her again,

The way it ought to be.

On a hot day I'd visit her grave,

And bury myself in her sea,

Drown in her tears till I die,

So that this time, we may be together for eternity.

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why should I let in him

let him feel me

let him have me

let him use me

why does it hurt,

his lips

his touch

his words

why do the memories hurt,

his image

our image

our future

why does it burn,

the tears

my mind

my heart

why did I let him in,

why was it him.