First Time - It Hurts!

[Clara's POV]

I flee to the bedroom upstairs, heart pumping with each long and fast steps I took, knowing he chased closely behind.

His expensive black shoes halted the closing door that nearly slammed his handsome face, I pushed the door with all my might but couldn't surpassed his strength.

"Go away! I hate you!" I shouted.

Tall and broad-shouldered, he advanced towards me with leisure, taking his time. Then he shut the door, my only way to escape.

I walked backwards until the back of my knee bumped the king size bed, the place where he would take me. Nervously, I look around. Searching for a way to escape this monster, a good-looking monster.

"It must be tonight, Clara. I won't wait anymore." He said with desire burning in his eyes.

I was still pissed by my encounter with Jessica at the ladies restroom. If Xander thought I would give him my body willingly, he must be brainless.

No way I would sleep with him if he is still Jessica's boyfriend. I already suspected they had something going on because of their close body language, how natural Xander's hand on her slim waist while kissing her cheek, how she smiled at him with sparkling eyes. For a moment, in my eyes and in other people's mind too, they made a handsome couple.

She was beautiful on the outside, but rotten on the inside. They suited each other, not that I care. I convinced myself that my feelings didn't afflicted when Jessica kissed him fully on the lips. The gorgeous lip that previously kissed mine here, in this room.

I refused to acknowledge that I was a little bit jealous.

Maybe because during my confinement in this big mansion, Xander only paid his attention to me. There were no other girls to amuse him.

I was merely his plaything.

I straighten my back as if to challenge him, whilst what I really needed is a black hole to transport me elsewhere.

"No! Then you must take me with force!" I said heatedly, "I won't sleep with you if you're Jessica's boyfriend."

Confusion showed on his face, "What did she tell you?" He asked.

I just shrugged my shoulder in 'I don't care because I don't mind' manner.

"We're over years ago, she is my ex." Xander added.

I was taken aback by his honesty, he didn't have to explain anything to me, he could've just force me and there was nothing I could do. He got my dad, that was his ultimate weapon.

Suddenly, he was so close in front of me that he could caressed my cheek softly with his thumb.

There was no way someone's heart could stop like mine did.

"So now I can have you willingly?" He asked tenderly.

I didn't have the courage to answer. If I denied him, would he let me go? Of course not.

If I said yes, then I'll be damned.

So the best thing I could do is silent. Not that he needed my answer, for he already kissed my eyebrow, down to my cheek, and settled on my neck.

I tilted my head to the side on reflex, giving him access. I could hear him inhale, as if to savour my scent. This close, I could smell his intoxicated scent too. Made my head dizzy, I almost swooned.

But I fisted my hand to their each side, refused to grab and drew him close by his darker than night hair.

Didn't realized he had unzipped my blue summer dress until it fell to the floor, I gasped and turned my back to him. My hand crossed over my chest.

It was not because lack of confidence that made me turn away, the customers at the club always praised my body shape, looking at me with lustful gaze, I'm used to it.

But with him, knowing that this would be different, I found the urge to shield my body.

Xander kissed my shoulder from behind, then turned my face so he could seized me in a passionate kiss. I felt his hardness poking my backside, and my pussy clenched on emptiness.

"Get on the bed." He ordered with husky voice.

While he shed his clothes and shoes, I stare at the wall with bedcover high on my neck. I refused to look his way, even when I was dying with curiousity to see his lean muscular body.

The bed creaked elegantly under his weight, and Xander thrown the bedcover to the floor. "Don't hide that beautiful body from me, Clara."

My eyes nearly popped out of it's socket when I saw his… thing.

"Xander! Wait… You're so big." I exclaimed, horrified if that could possibly fit me.

He pinned my arms, kissing me again, made me forget my doubts and fear. He continued his assault on my breasts after he throw away my bra carelessly. I made a mental note to gather them up before Gemma walked inside by the morning.

I couldn't help myself but gasp and moan under his persistent fondling and kisses. He touched me down there, I could feel my pussy drenched with fluids, seeping through my white panty.

He pressed my little nub and concentrate there, I nearly orgasm then and there. His green eyes were dark with hunger.

"You are so small and wet, Clara." He hissed on my ear.

"Wait Xander! I am.."

Xander silencing my protest with his skillful mouth, made me forget anything else and wrapped my arms around his neck like a lover. His hard cock rubbing my now bare pussy, rubbing the head up along my pussy lips and back into my clit, made me lifted my hips in abandon.

I opened my legs wider, didn't care about anything anymore, squirming with desire, wanted to reach something.

He groaned when his thick finger slid inside my tiny hole, the wetness made it easy, my pussy greedily hold on to that finger.

Then it was replaced with something bigger, at the entrance of my hole, velvet and hot thing. Without any warning, he thrust. Burying all of his cock-length inside me.

I cried out. It hurts!

My desire-clouded mind suddenly cleared in response to his massiveness inside me.

"Oh damn."

I heard him muttering under his breath. Panting.

A single tear streaked down my cheek, biting my lips from crying out loud with eyes scrunched shut.

"Why didn't you tell me this is your first time, Clara?"

*** End of Chapter 10 ***