Make Me Think Less Of You

"So then, what is inside of you? This is something that God doesn't even know, so I must be critical, so can you tell me about what happened next in the story?" I asked curiously, now feeling less hesitant about asking.

This was something that both of us needed to know, and I wanted to find out if it was going to be something I would have to watch out for. The last thing we needed would be to be doing something and have Ahna start going crazy or something like that.

"I don't know what it was, I had never seen anything like it, but it was almost like it wasn't real. The door was closed after I entered the room; a glowing creature looked like a fox was waiting for me, but with multiple tails. The thing that bothered me about it was that its body was white, with red markings like tears, but I could see right through the creature," Ahna explained, and I nodded.

I was bewildered, but I decided to let her finish before probing C6. Not like he wasn't listening, so I could ask him later.

"The creature didn't seem mean, but when I put my hand out to it and touched it, something even more strange started to happen. It started to flow into me like a river, and then I blacked out and woke up in my bed like it was all nothing more than a dream," Ahna explained, and my eyes were wide with shock again.

I was going to have to go over this with C6. I was so lost, it wasn't even funny anymore!

"Can you give me a minute to talk with… can we call him something other than God? Like… Ryan? I just don't want to be talking about him with other people around and have them think that I am crazy," I explained, and Ahna gave me a questioning look.

"Why would anyone think you were crazy if you said you were talking to God? I talk to him all the time!" Ahna said proudly, and I tried not to roll my eyes but failed and got a sharp look from Ahna. "What was that all about?!"

The sound of C6's laughter bouncing around my head infuriated me, but only because I knew he was right.

I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts before speaking. I was tired of calling C6 God, but we both knew that he wasn't, so I guess that it didn't really matter.

I took a deep breath and then let it out before I started to speak. The last thing I wanted to do was antagonize Ahna, and I was getting her off-topic.

"Nevermind, You are right. I am just not used to it, and it's different for me because he is inside of my head," I said, and Ahna gasped and put a hand over her breasts.

"He?! Don't say such blasphemous things about the mother to us all! There is no way that it could be a man that gave birth to the world! That wouldn't make any sense!" Ahna railed, but I shook my head.

"No, God is a man, I can hear him, and he told me so. Unless you have been talking to another God, but this one seems to be sure that you are the one," I told Ahna, and she looked stunned with wide eyes.

"So, from what I can tell from God, the Kitsune, as he called it, isn't bad. Have you had any bad experiences with it?" I asked, not wanting to hammer her with a bunch of questions at once.

"I am not sure how to describe the moments, other than loss of control. I am still conscious and can move, but my emotions get turned up, and then the people around me start to get more emotional. My body will start to glow a soft red, and I feel like something is trying to get out of me," Ahna explained, and I gave her a shocked expression.

I have never heard of any kind of magic that could control or change emotions, and it sounded dangerous. If you couldn't control the direction of the emotions or when they happened, they could just as quickly get you killed.

So many words and so little I understood.

"That sounds like it must be terrifying for you, but God says that you just need to train with it more, and I am sure he will tell me how to do it. So, you bonded with it, but were there others? I would have to assume that you wouldn't know if other people would have the same things done to them since they made such a big deal about keeping it secret? This might be a better way to ask; have other people your age or younger started to get strange abilities like yours?" I questioned Ahna, and she seemed relieved.

I am glad that you don't think I am some kind of freak," Ahna said to me, and I narrowed my eyes on her.

"Freak? Are you kidding me? The first person to ever treat me like a real person and as an equal? Ahna, there is nothing in this world that could make me think less of you! This only makes you that much more interesting and intriguing to me!" I told Anha with excitement, but that made her blush, then turn from me.

I was confused at first, but the Ahna turned back to me quickly and all but pounced on me. I was knocked back down flat on the bed where I had propped myself, and Ahna's lips pressed into mine.