Poem 24:Breakdown

Breakdown

Screaming into cushions.

Sobbing to the air.

Begging the universe for guidance.

Praying for a sign.

Anything to make me aware.

Questioning every action.

Blamed for every problem.

Gasping for an embrace.

Each thought adds to the pain.

Every scar is a reminder of my name.

All relatives judge correlatively.

Yearning for support from my love.

I have had enough.

My vocal chords are raw.

Just let me breakdown.