Chapter 9: Guilt? What is that? Is is edible?

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(Saki POV)

After I kill the two men, I then look to the bloodied woman staring at me with her hollow eyes. There is no concern nor any fear can be seen in her. No, She looks very happy if her broken smile is any indication of what she is feeling right now.

I then walk towards her but she remains unfazed and even looks at me in the eyes like she didn't care whatever I will do to her.

'Her mind is already broken, isn't it?' I quietly mused to myself. It's clear as day that her will to live is no longer exists and I'm 100% sure she will receive her death with open arms.

We both look at each other in silence and after a few seconds, I make my hand sharp and behead her.

I didn't bother to ask her if she want me to kill her and free her from her misery because looking from her hollow eyes is enough to tell everything needed to say. and I highly doubt she can still communicate properly given by the fact she didn't do anything nor let out a single sound when I'm torturing the two men earlier and only watch the scene like it's the greatest show she has ever seen in her life.

I use my ability [Absorb] to the headless body and then it disappeared from my sight. The feeling of something merging inside me happen again and newfound strength is coursing throughout my whole body.

I also confirm that I don't feel any guilt or sympathy for the woman after I killed her even though I know she is innocent and she will receive her death without an ounce of hesitation. I should still feel anything after I kill her but surprisingly I don't feel anything contrary to my expectation.

'*sigh* what the hèll really happened in my past for me to be like this? Am I a psychopath in my past life or perhaps a murderer?' I tiredly question myself because no normal person will be indifferent and don't feel anything after they kill an innocent person. No, I bet killing anyone either they are good or bad is already a hard task to complete.

"There is no use thinking about my past that I have no clue right now and I should find a place to rest first because I'm still in the cemetery."

I then search through Saki's- errr... My memories? To find where is the exit of this place and to find a place to-

Wait...

While searching through my memories I find a certain scene where Saki is greeting a mature woman but what caught my interest is the woman's appearance.

The woman has a very beautiful body that will surely attract men's attention, She also has purple shoulder-length hair and always wear sunglasses. She also has two daughters that have a beautiful appearance just like their mother.

(pic here... but I can't find the other elder daughter pic so only the mother and the younger daughter)

You might be wondering what's so special about the mother and two daughters?

Well, they exactly look like the characters of hentaí "Infinite Sexual Appetite" and it makes my assumption more solid by the fact the mother is always bringing different men at their home when her husband is away to work and Saki always hears moan when she is passing in front of their house but Saki never think they are having séx because she is still pure at that time and ignorant anything about séx.

After searching through my memory a little bit more I made up my mind that I will just go to their house to take it for myself.

As for them? I will just kill them nothing more, nothing less.

Some might be wondering why I will kill them even though they didn't do anything?

That's a very simple question with a very easy answer...Because they disgust me. Just think about it for a moment. The man of the house is working very hard all day long for him to have money to feed his wife and daughters but what did they do?

They are leeching to him and when he is away the mother will host an órgy sèx party all night long and doesn't feel bad about cheating on her husband.

and also I don't feel anything if I murder innocent people no matter how much I question myself and I can't just force myself to feel bad and guilty, can I? besides who decides what is good and what is evil in the first place anyway? god? Then why he isn't doing anything to stop all evil things in the world?

I mean everything will come to an end anyway and our life is one of them so why would I.feel.bad.taking.an.innocent.person's life ?¿

(General POV)

unbeknownst to her something change inside her and the way of her thinking but no one knows if it's a good thing or a bad thing...

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In the next chapter, I will explain thoroughly her personality so everyone will understand her character more...

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