FALLEN ANGEL

𝗛𝗘𝗡𝗝𝐈 𝗣𝗢𝗩

What comes first in your mind, If you heard the word "Satan?"

For me, It's like a tall man with a horns that I don't even know if a human or not. We always have a thought that he always do something bad.

This is my idea when I heard the word "Satan" because of the popular culture and I was raised from Catholic household.

What if I told you that Satan is a really Handsome creature? nearly perfect?

Do you believe it?

I've search so many times, What's the real appreance of Satan and the other demons in internet but no one have a really description of them even the bible..

An Angel who rebelled against God and was cast out of heaven with other "Fallen" angels before the creation of Human Kind.

He also known as Lucifer in Hebrew mean "Adversary" lot of us believe that Satan is opposite of God.

To be honest I felt the other way...

I realize that Satan has a big role in story of God that large of percentage of people called him "Jesus"

Satan provoked us to do something that against God that might us go to Hell but I suddenly realized that, is that really Satan provoked us?

One of Satan name is Lucifer, one of the most beautiful angel that God create and served the God with peace as a matter of fact Lucifer means a "Morning Star" in Heaven.

A lot of People know that he is a Fallen Angel.

He become envied in humans, when the time Adam and Eve created by God. That the God focus even more in Humans also become more impressed and thinking highly in himself even his power that he even want what's God have.

After that the Seven Deadly Sin appeared thus make Satan the very First sinner.

Lucifer even change his name into Satan, start his power and used it for evil.

Satan always make a war against God to throw the God in Throne and make him God by himself.

After all they created by humans and we didn't really know what happened, Elders told us that always follow the Bible and don't do anything against in Bible.

It's happen often in Generation by Generation. ..

But I don't really believe even the single thing of that.

I realize that I have a quite interest with Satan that I want to connect him..

Something crazy. right?

"Are you alright?" Ella said when I'm middle of my thoughts.

"I want to go home, let's talk some other day for now I want to be alone."

I'm dozing for minutes that I realize that I was in the front my house. I don't know what to feel or react that I don't want Ella to hurt her feeling but I can't help it but feel betrayed after hearing those words from other people.

I couldn't open my lights and went straight to the sofa, laying myself comfortably.

My inner child was craving for warmth and love that he is even crying inside me so loudly but I can't even express outside how I feel.

Why so easily to find a way to die than to survive in this living?

I'm very aware what they are really saying earlier but I tried to ignore because not long time ago, I remember but something so blurred that my head starting to hurt while I keep remembering that my ears starts to ringging nonstop.

I couldn't stand the pain, like my nerves is going to pop and starting flowing my blood go out through my nose and starting to lose my energy. It's like someone restrained myself to let in that memory.

I don't care whats happening in the past or what because I want to know who am I because I always searching myself that I didn't even know who I really was.

Do I really have to sold my soul to fullfil my wishes that Santa didn't able to give but Satan?

[SOUND OF BROKEN GLASS]

I woke up because of the surprised of the sound coming for my window and I guess someone broke that.

"Wow, you choose to be violent in this early morning huh?"

I fell asleep thinking about what happened last night and I want to sleep even more because of what happened last night made my brain tired.

"It's not Demons know how to use door properly but to destroy it."

I was so stunned after hearing that and I couldn't heard him even a inch of sound.

"If you need something, I don't have what you looking for and please use my front before you leave."

I walked fast toward my room because I don't have energy and don't want to think what happened last night but he suddenly grab my hand.

Woahh, what a force..

"Oi? It's hurts."

He smirked at me and release my hand.

"I didn't mean to. Let me introduce myself to you properly. I'm Beelzebub. Everyone called me Beel than my full name. I'm one of Seven Deadly Sins. It's pleasure to meet you once again Henji."

Yeah, I already know what those Seven Deadly Sins are and also met the one of that demons.

"What do you want? Just tell me already."

Beelzebub starting to laughing same thing what he did last night. Wtf is he always laughing at me!?

"Come on, You have to think wisely what you're saying especially in Demons." He starting to banging me and slamming my back into the wall.

Ahh.. I suddenly feel pathetic.

"What do you think you're doing? that powers of yours isn't going to work on me even a little."

I started to laugh reach my lungs that demon even laughing himself too and put me down.

"It's always look good on you when you smile, Henji. You don't even change of your attitude. You always so mean to me."

After that the black wolf that has teeth, so sharp the he can cut your whole body is being so cute in front of me and starting whining.

"Come on, you better to stop and tell me and get to the point already."

Beelzebub look so serious after I said that even his eyes telling me I have to do is listen to him.

"Come with us, I don't bite."

Wtf. I'm expecting to this after all he is fucking DEMON!!!?