Chapter 16: Getting crazy

The two weeks semester break was over. Jovanni was on his way to school with a messy thought. He was anxious about meeting Kirt again since he still didn't know what to do. He wanted to straighten his path that Kirt had bent, but every time he thought of him, his entire being weakens. Kirt is too domineering that he can't help yield in his presence, but a sliver of his will is still fighting to defend his moral decency. For two weeks, Jovanni had scolded himself countless times for being weak and powerless.

Jovanni's mind was chaotic when he entered the campus. He was only awakened when an arm was hooked at his neck. When he raised his head, he saw Kirt's beautiful smile. Jovanni's heart suddenly jumped.

"Good morning, baby~" Kirt gently whispered that brought chill and excitement to Jovanni's senses.

Jovanni knew that these words are inappropriate and cringy, but it stirred his emotions. This feeling filled an empty part of his heart. It is quite warm and comfortable, but that sliver of his will resisted. Embarrassment slowly crept into his senses. He pushed the arm around his neck, but Kirt tightened his hold.

"What's wrong?"

"You can't do this. We are on the campus." Jovanni replied blushing. Kirt is a head-turner, few heads were already staring at them.

"What did I do? This is just a friendly gesture. I actually wanted more than this."

"Knock it off! Take your arm away, many eyes are watching. I'm not comfortable."

"Fine, but tell me first that you missed me..." Kirt's smile was very naughty.

"What?!"

"You won't say it? Then I'll bring you to your classroom like this." Kirt laughed while Jovanni blushed. Jovanni indeed missed him but admitting it is too embarrassing.

"It's fine if you won't say it. It is just sending you in your classroom anyway. There is nothing wrong with it." Kirt said, but Jovanni's thought objected. He will never have a simple life in their department anymore if Kirt will do this.

"...I miss you..." Jovanni mumbled.

"A bit louder, I can't hear it." Kirt ordered.

"I miss you." Jovanni uttered louder. Loud enough for Kirt to hear.

"I miss you too~" Kirt replied that made Jovanni's face glows red.

Kirt freed Jovanni's neck and they walked towards the engineering building side by side.

"I change my schedule just to match yours. Now I need to wake up early, so you should compensate me." Kirt said seriously that raised Jovanni's eyebrows.

"Why would I?"

"Because you are the reason that I need to rise early..."

"But I never told you to match your schedule to mine."

"Even so, I still oblige you to compensate me..." Kirt shamelessly insisted.

"You are unreasonable."

"It is also your fault, though." Kirt replied that made Jovanni speechless.

"Later, you will compensate me." Kirt added naughtily that alarmed Jovanni.

"I won't do it again here!" Jovanni warned.

"I know." Kirt grinned.

"And you can't also get close to me on the campus like this again."

"Why can't I?"

"You have too many admirers. I don't want to catch their attention."

"You are just making our relationship difficult..."

"I just want to study peacefully."

"Fine." Kirt agreed.

Jovanni walked ahead when they got close to the engineering building. The thing between him and Kirt hasn't fully sunk in his senses yet. There is still a part in his mind that mocked his decision. He was disgraced and humiliated before, how come it turned into a romantic relationship? A relationship that deviates from the norms of social propriety. But, he has already fallen into the pit that Kirt dug for him. At first, he was just forcefully pulled in, but now, Kirt would just need to extend his hand and he is willing to fall with him. And he is falling deeper each day. The longer you fall, the harder the impact. Jovanni is aware of this, but his reasoning is blinded. Like a young animal, he's now bold and fearless. He is willing to take the risk.

The first day of the second semester ended smoothly. Jovanni managed to finish his classes and tasks on time. True to his words, Kirt didn't disturb him all day. It was already dusk when Jovanni went out. His phone immediately vibrated after he was exited the campus.

'I'm waiting at the corner.'

Jovanni looked at the side and saw Kirt's car parked at the quiet corner. He stood frozen for a while. Hesitant and nervous. His phone vibrated again.

'If you won't come here, I will pick you there.'

Jovanni slowly walked towards Kirt's car. Now, there is no way back. All his life, he is suffering from heartache and pain from his family. And now that someone is offering him some warmth, he is tempted to enjoy it.

The door of the front passenger seat opened even before Jovanni reached the car. Kirt didn't give him a bit of time to think it over.

"Get on." Kirt's gentle voice invited.

Jovanni heeded. After closing the door, he was dragged into someone's tight embrace.

"Baby~" Kirt whispered, hugging Jovanni tight.

Jovanni's face was on Kirt's bosom. He felt Kirt's fast heartbeat. It was very comfortable. He felt warm all over his body. He looked up and saw Kirt's handsome face. His passionate smile is very charming. This good-looking face which is admired by everyone... This passionate smile which most of the ladies desired... Jovanni was feeling too lucky of having it all. If those ladies knew that he is this lucky, they might kill him.

"What are you thinking..." Kirt tenderly whispered. His soft voice is too captivating. His warm breath is very alluring.

"I want to feel... what real love is..."

Jovanni whispered. He was getting crazy.

Kirt's burning desire flared up upon hearing Jovanni's enticing words.

"Then, let me show you what real love is~"

Jovanni's lips were immediately invaded. Kirt kissed him passionately to which Jovanni eagerly responded.

There were no more impressive words of love uttered. Those soft groans and pleasured moans were more than enough. They were drowned in their desire and did it in that tiny space.