Chapter Six: Reasons and Emotions.

If forgetting my deeds wasn't one of the things I do often, but thinking about all these atrocities a bitterness comes over me, this world isn't fake at all, I can feel the cold, I can feel the hunger, I feel the pain, how could something like that be unreal? So those creatures I followed to kill must have suffered too much, I realized through their looks that a sapience existed there, their screams, the distorted expressions of pain... All this is real just like the blood that now stains my hands. Despite being grateful that Humir had given him a second chance to live, he still didn't like the idea of ​​having his personality altered by the mere whims of a person, after all, what are the true motives of this god taking him to this world? I've never been a special guy and I've always kept a low profile, I'd rather not draw attention, what exactly does he want? Whatever, it's not like I could do anything to him. I may have seemed like I adjusted pretty well to this place initially, but I still feel lost, what do I have to do? Honestly I just followed the flow of things both here and in my world, never made many decisions in my life, always very passive, disconnected from everything. This time I will do it differently, no longer go with the flow and make my own choices. Taking a deep breath as I look at the mutilated bodies of the [Miner Monkeys], the boss's body was nowhere, probably consumed in my moment of madness. That scene was truly disgusting and cruel, pieces of monkey limbs were scattered all over the corner of that small village, a black crystal was shattered in the center of it, guts and blood covered it, even though it had fed on their flesh before this scene was still very harrowing to see, i hope i never lose control of this skill again, i wouldn't want to see scenes like that again.

The smell of blood, feces and urine was very strong there and because of my sensitive senses everything became even worse, I adjust myself and observe the place more carefully, huts made of straw and rocks, that cave was spacious enough to accommodate at least a few dozen primate families, leaving that aside as I just walk towards the exit, the sounds of my footsteps reverberating through the silent realm. On my way out I find a path that would probably lead to the deepest part of the mines, but the other one had light coming out of it, the path to Io's world was there... Sometimes he felt that his previous world was very monotonous, even though life is difficult it must still be very easy that here where beings who could literally destroy mountains and use magic, chaos must be something very recurrent in this place, a feeling of enthusiasm bubbled up inside me and so I proceeded to walk to the "door" to this new world.

Trees took over my vision, a great plateau stretched grandly across the entire expanse of land, a vibrant green as well as a beautiful blue and red took over the whole place, the overflowing beauty of that forest could not hide its dangers , but that was one of the reasons that motivated me to just keep exploring this world. Something snapped in my mind, it felt like something had been awakened inside me at that exact moment, a smile spread across my moist lips, a confident countenance took over me. In an instant, words flowed from my mouth, as if it were a whisper to myself.

– What a beautiful place… – My voice flowed softly, conveying some of my feelings. Living without personally seeing places without this in my previous life. – It seems that I don't need to find any more reasons to continue living this new life, just being able to see amazing places like this makes me motivated... – As I said, I really didn't need to look for more reasons to stay alive, explore this new world was already worth it. In my previous life because of my parents' fight and the financial condition of my mother I just couldn't visit places like that, my only happiness was to live with her and learn more about bats, but it seems that there are things just as interesting! Being a bat is already exciting, but because there are such magical places in this world... It was enough for me! Ah, bats are truly cute and me becoming one I must have become really amazing! Haha, no matter why Humir reincarnated me with memories of my past life or why he gave me so many gifts, this world alone is too interesting to live in!

Maybe because I stayed too long in a dark cave and killing my joy faded too fast and so I couldn't enjoy the simple fact that I'm in a world that has magic and sword, that in itself is amazing. Well, I stretch my wings a little and through my Flying skill I start to fly over that place, getting about 10 meters above the ground, my Echolocation helped me to visualize amazing beings, some looked like bears and others like snakes, but in huge sizes! Even I was almost caught by one of them, but I luckily managed to escape out of range of his attack, I was very surprised of course! Damn you, can't I fly in peace around here? Anyway I found many unusual things in this place, I even saw a being with a very similar appearance to a dragon from oriental legends! He was about 50 meters and was sleeping under the mountains! Just seeing him from afar I still felt scared, it was basically instinctive! Despite this I still watched him with glee, when would I see a dragon again in this world? Now I understand why Humir said it would be difficult to live with my mentality here, after all, this is the jungle and in the jungle only the strong survive! Determined to survive and explore this new world I just kept flying in that forest that stretched beyond my eyes for search and shelter, I needed to find a safe place to rest!