My first kiss

After i came from washroom , i knew what i have to do. But the part is i love him but i can't have him . so much going on my mind that give me so much pain and i decide to ignore him , it's really tough for me but i have to do this , I really don't any other options

when i was thinking about all of this . suddenly taehyung mom called me and said

can you go taehyung room and called him i need to talk to him . I can't say know to her so i go there . when i arrived i saw some that i can't explain it . taehyung kissing his girlfriend

it's broke my heart million pieces . so ran from there and cried hard as much i can

( one week later )

from that day i didn't see taehyung and i also avoiding him text calls every thing i don't want to face him . now i am going to college and i will try to avoid him as much i can . i really don't want to face him ( time Skip at college)

when i arrived college i saw my very good friend mark , he is very good boy and we are very good friends

Mark : Hi ! earl how are you ???

Earl : I am fine and you !

Mark : long time no seen ; where you been so long ?? you also don't come to college for week is everything okay with you ???

Earl : I am fine and don't worried about me , and thank you for your concern , now let's go to class room

Mark : But you don't wait for taehyung ?? he is not come yet !

Earl : He will come soon ! now please can we go ??

Mark : yes of course ! we can go

when i was setting on class i saw taehyung is coming . But i have to ignore him but how ??

he come and sit next to me .

taehyung : fatty what is your problem ! why you don't pick up my phone are you okay fatty ??

Earl : Of course i am fine don't worries ! I was just busy that's why i couldn't take your calls and taxed

taehyung : okay ! I have some to tell you , tonight i arrange a pool party for us , so I can introduce my girlfriend to all my friends officially , you will come with me after the college and help me for the party ok ???

and please don't say no , please please please fatty ??

Earl : okay ! stop your dream i will help you happy now

taehyung : very happy thank you fatty

After the college me and him go to his house and arrange every thing , he is very happy about everything i can see he madly in love with her , so i have to fight for my feeling for him

( at the pool party )

Him girlfriend just arrived here , he ran to her and hug her and give a sweet kiss to her lips

it's really pain full to see the person you love with someone else but I don't have any other options for this . he introduced his girlfriend to everyone . like saying hi everyone meet my girlfriend Lisa . everyone is happy for them

I drink so much alcohol that i was drunk very badly . everyone one busy with there partner

and i was setting alone , after some time mark come up to me and sit next to me and we are talking about so much thing

Earl : mark do you have a girlfriend ??

Mark : no ! if i have a girlfriend so i just come with her right .

Earl : so we two single left here right

Mark : maybe yes

after some time i just can't take it anymore more . taehyung and lisa make out in front of me I really need to go from here .

but unfortunately mark take my hand and take me to the dance floor . we dance really intimately . maybe we are drunk that's why and then i just kissed mark but shockingly he kissed me back we kissed very passionately

ohh god that was my first kiss