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If you remember correctly, I said in the first chapter that I was at fault too. I had my share in the mess that was my marriage. And how so?

I cheated first.

A few weeks after moving to our last house, we decided to take a pause. Our twentieth marriage was soon to happen. And you must probably know that phase that every couple in crisis encounter.

Doubting. Oldness. Hapiness. And pretty much everything that made us fall in love with each other. But, it appeared to be something else for me.

My husband consistently ignored my needs. Saying everyday that we should start being less poisonous. And god knows that I never listen to anybody. I took ehat he said as an attack and looked elsewhere.

That's when I did it. I did it with a young adult. It was his first time. So, I just used him and pleased myself. That night, a new form of disgust formed up in me. A distrust in my heart to myself. And I think it was that day I last looked at myself through a mirror.

And when my husband learnt that, he almost left me. But he found the hope to stay next me. Our love started to get driven away slowly, but I hoped for a miracle. Alas, as you could read. Our love story ended with betrayal.

"Thank you for giving some of your so-called attention to this algebraic quiz, Miss-Staring-At-My-Face.. Before we continue on, can you tell me what's going on?? Since I came this afternoon, you've been somewhere else but here. And don't freaking lie."

You see. She.. She is....too much, for me.

"I'm legit tired because you know, the date today?"

"Ohh!! Is it a year already? Well, that explains everything. I din't know, I apologize for being like this, Anna. Let's go straight away to sleep. I'm okay with that.."

"Sacrificing yourself for me again, Pene. What about your precious quiz??"

"Algebraic can die. You are my friend. That's what matters.."

She is perfectly too much for me. I can't ruin my friendship with the only girl this closest to me for unpure feelings.

"A true friend you are, Pene."