The frustration over the group chat thing kept coming at me and I became so restless I couldn't study or workout.
So I went and looked out the window.
It's windy, and rainy and gloomy. I smiled.
I liked gloomy skies, whistling wind,and coffee by the window when it rains.
What am I getting so worked up for?
Why should I like a guy just because he was smart, wore glasses, was tall and played volleyball ?
Why should I be embarrassed I studied Mechanical Engineering and Not Computer Science?
And what if I'm not Good at programming at the moment ? I just gor started with CS afterall.
Sure my groupmates are nice.
But I shouldn't be so scared over the idea of losing them.
I don't have to impress them. ..only my teacher.
I am not a little girl or a teen anymore.
This is not a romantic story.
It'll be a war story. And I'm gonna FREAKING win this judgmental world!
I'm goin to Campus this Sunday. I'll finally see the people I think I like.
And I will fight them in CS and emerge victorious.
Or.....
People will laugh over these words later when I end up a failure!
Nevermind.
There's a pigeon/duck outside. Never seen a bird like that before!
It's beautiful...and funny looking.
I'll take a shower now and wash away excitment over the boys from my head as well.
I'm not a teen after all.