After a long and exhausting day, it is normal that at nightfall the body just wants to rest; well that's true, that's why my sisters are now sleeping in their respective beds peacefully without any concern.
Mom is also next to me, sleeping so peacefully with a smile plastered on her face, she sure is having a good dream.
Why am I the only one awake?...
Well, how could I fall asleep when I found out about such a shocking fact. I'm lying with my eyes fixed on the ceiling, I have a lost look, and a series of depressing thoughts are spinning in my head:
-Is this a punishment?
-I did something bad in my previous life, for this to happen to me.
-I have to resign myself and accept that my life will end that way.
-Even if I manage to escape death, I will still be a useless, weak and sickly person.
- Will I die a virgin even in this life?
No, no, I refuse to accept this!
There has to be a way around all of this. Come on, Dylan thinks!; Right now all I felt was deep frustration, but still I kept trying to find some solution for the situation I'm in right now...
How did I get to such a situation?, At one point I was imagining the possible future with my new family, but now I find myself desperate, racking my brains trying to devise plans, as if the world was about to come to an end...
Yes, it all started this morning, the day went normally, first as usual I woke up before mom; then she opened her eyes after a few minutes and i fed on her tits.
I must say that so far there is nothing more pleasant than waking up and the first thing my eyes see are those two big milk jugs. I have not stopped being as aggressive as possible when having her nipples in my mouth, apparently mom has already gotten used to my way of drinking milk.
I don't know if it's my imagination, but every time she has to feed me, she does it with a big smile, it's like this is her favorite moment of the day.
She also had an expectant look on her face when doing it, it's like she's waiting for me to do something else with her boobs, but I can only disappoint her.
For now I can only use my mouth to please her, but if all goes well, in the future there will be several ways to make her feel good, and my mom will have to do the same for me too.
This can already be considered progress, if I can keep her like this and let her get used to my touches, things will be a little easier for me when I have to cross the line with mom.
Of course it is still too early to draw conclusions, the results will be seen over time, but I have to do it step by step. If I'm wrong about something I can end up ruining my relationship with mom, and all the progress I've made will be for nothing...
When I'm full, mom puts me back in bed, then she goes to make breakfast for my sisters, and I stay in the room.
I'm already used to staying alone in the room, mom also knows that I'll obediently stay in the same place without making any complaints. Also, it's very early, so the temperature is a bit low, and I prefer to stay in bed tucked up in the blankets.
Most of the time I spend sleeping, so the day goes by pretty quickly for me.
But today was different from the rest of the days, we had the visit of two people, to be exact they were a middle-aged woman and a girl who seemed to be the same age as my sisters.
The old lady who looked to be in her fifties, her name was "Celia", she had completely grayish-white hair and a good-natured smile on her face.
My sisters addressed her as "Grandma Celia", I guess it must be someone close to our family, she seemed to like being called that way.
Lastly, there was the girl standing next to Grandma Celia, who unexpectedly turned out to be her granddaughter, her name is "Daira", and she is only one year older than my sisters. She had short brown hair, brown eyes, hazel skin, a small mouth, and her gaze was fixed on me.
At a glance I can tell that when she grows up she'll be pretty pretty too, should I consider having her for myself?
I think I'm getting too greedy, I haven't made any significant progress with my mom or my sisters yet.
After my mom greeted them and finished introducing me to the two guests, Grandma Celia took some cookies out of her bag, and handed them to the three girls who were about to go outside to play.
Ophelia, Arisa, and Daira immediately accepted them, and ran out to play with happy smiles on their faces, while I can only watch helplessly from mom's arms.
It would be a lie to say that I don't envy them, at least they don't have to be in the same position from when you wake up until you go to sleep, it's exasperating, I just wish this body could grow fast.
Seeing that the girls were busy having fun, Mom gently lifted me out of her arms and placed me in my crib. Then he took out two chairs, one he passed to Grandma Celia to sit on.
I was not very far away, when they began their conversation I had to sharpen my ears to hear what they were saying, this was necessary, since it is the only way I have to obtain information.
"Eleonora, I see that your daughters are still as lively as ever"
"I have to thank you, Celia, for letting your granddaughter come here occasionally to play with my daughters. There aren't many kids her age here for them to play," Mom said.
"I think you're exaggerating Eleonora, I should be the one to thank you, if you hadn't come to this place, my granddaughter wouldn't have anyone to play with. I am all she has left, she is always making an effort to help me, it is better if she cares more about herself than about me, so I am glad that she can distract herself a little when she comes here", answered Grandma Celia.
The first twenty minutes they were just talking about trivial matters; I was already getting tired of having to listen to both women talk, and even my eyelids showed signs of wanting to close and enter the world of dreams, but, even so, I persevered.
And as if my pleas were heard, they finally switched to a much more interesting topic, and their talk was the one that made me realize the truth of this world.
"A few days ago the guards arrested several people from the town, it was discovered that those people had killed the original owners and replaced them by disguising themselves as them, and it seemed that all of them could use darkness magic" Grandma Celia said.
"Is that true!", mom asked again, to which Grandma only nodded her head in confirmation, and then continued:
"Several bodies of children who had disappeared before were also found, some were still alive, but others were already dead and had marks of having been tortured, they wanted to use them in some kind of evil ritual"
Mom thought for a while and then said: "How is it that no one could notice that the children of the town began to disappear?"
"The children who disappeared were all orphans, or lived on the streets and nobody cared about them. Later there were people who realized this abnormality only when they couldn't find their own children, but when they went to tell the guards, they didn't take it seriously, they said it was just children's pranks and then ignored them"
"How did they manage to make the guards realize what was happening and take the situation seriously?", mom asked.
"Apparently it's all because they tried to kidnap the daughter of "Duke Cedric", I think her name is "Lyvia", but they were surrounded by the duke's knights, who foiled the kidnapping. It was only then that this situation was given importance, if that had not happened, perhaps I would still keep my granddaughter at home for fear that they would take her away from me", Grandma Celia said with resignation.
"I get it Celia, those people in power don't care about the problems of us commoners, only when they go through the same situation, is when they will do something"
Grandma Celia remained silent for a long time, then sighed and said: "You're right, even if we pay taxes for their supposed protection, the truth is that they only care about accumulating more wealth, they care about themselves and their own interests."
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I, who was on the lookout all the time trying not to miss any detail, can't help but tremble when listening to the content of their conversation. Part of it is due to the poor security this place has, crimes can easily be committed and the guards don't care about us at all.
As for the rest, it is because their conversation reminded me that I had already seen all this. Of course, I was not exactly present in the places where these events occurred, but rather, from the kidnappings and murders, to when they tried to kidnap "Lyvia", the duke's daughter.
All those facts were presented to me through my computer screen, because they were part of the story of the game I played in my previous life.
Now it makes sense because the names "Duchy of Lambult" and "Kingdom Rhedon" were so familiar to me, that's because they are the places where the story of the last game I played before I died takes place.
So far everything seemed to be going the right way, I should have guessed, this was too good to be true. My first life ended when a car hit me, then I was floating through the void and I thought I would go crazy in that place.
Unexpectedly I was given another opportunity, in this new life I was going to live my life as I wanted... but it seems that dreams are destined not to come true.
The world where I reincarnated is a game world, and I really don't care that this world was a game world. I have read several novels where the protagonist reincarnates in another world, technically it is something similar.
But the game where I reincarnated is a game: "Otome of magic and fantasy", which is made especially for girls, where I am just a background character with little relevance. But no matter how much I complain and curse whoever was responsible for putting me in this world, now I have to find a way to survive.