19

I do not leave my room and no one disturbs me.

The place is silent and eerie even, except the thousand times that my phone rings and i see a message from Tyler begging me to talk to him or reply his message, and then messages of him asking if he was the reason I didn't come to school and asking if I was okay.

I apparently answered none.

Managing to keep myself busy by doodling incessantly on my journal, I had another shower, changed into a pink hoodie and ragged black jeans with converse sneakers before heading out my room and down the stairs.

I check the kitchen, deja vu filling me up almost immediately, but I shudder and take out a box of juice, shutting the fridge door and heading outside, freezing at my steps and it is definetely not because it feels like my freezer's literally been opened to the world right now but because of who was standing on my porch.