Until one day, he suddenly felt that having a baby with Lavinia seemed to be good.
From that time on, he didn't let Auntie force Lavinia to take medicine. But, of course, he didn't expect Lavinia to remember these things better than anyone else.
Lavinia had never felt that the contraceptive pill swallowed in her stomach was as bitter as it was today.
She tried to make herself smile when she took the pill every time and made Chris feel that she was not the kind of person who tied him up with children.
She tried to keep all the pain for herself until someone told her that she didn’t need to do that one day.
It's like a boat that was about to sink was beaten to the shore by the waves.
"But I'm not qualified to have babies for you, am I?"
Of course, Chris could have a child, but the mother of that child must not be Lavinia. She knew it.