I tried blind dates, friends always trying to couple you up, but it just didn’t work. In the end I didn’t even bother trying anymore, I thought if it happens it happens. I was tired of stressing over it.
This particular day I was out enjoying the heat from the sun on my face and arms as I drove along the Pacific Highway. Those thoughts and others were being tossed about my head while I was driving. I began to wonder if I was a lesbian. I’d been attracted to women while I was at school but put it down to adolescence.
None of my friends were lesbian so I had no one to talk to about it. The more I thought about it the more I came to accept it. I was a lesbian, that’s why I wasn’t interested in all those guys on my dates. Why had I been trying to fight the urge all this time? I felt carefree; as though a load had been lifted from me.