Eighteen year-old Aaron Pickard is dealing with a lot: he’s falling for his straight best friend, his mother has ended up in the hospital after a violent assault by his father, and he’s trying to decide when to come out. Tack on the stress of an upcoming prom and graduation, a part-time job, and the possibility he could lose his best friend, and he’s an emotional wreck.<br><br>Aaron’s best friend Jeff Leaton provides a soft place for him to fall when his life is thrown into chaos, literally holding him each night as they fall asleep. As Jeff helps Aaron navigate through the mess that has become his new normal, Aaron’s feelings for Jeff intensify.<br><br>Aaron’s pretty sure it’s all going to end badly, but he’s holding on to hope.

Holding On

Jeff bumped his arm against me.“Smile.Don’t let anyone think you’re ashamed of who you are.I’ll do the same.”A grin spread across his face.


Warmth moved through me.He was right.And damn,his smile was beautiful.I gave him a small,wistful smile of my own before I turned into my classroom.Why couldn’t I be the one he loved?


Lily waved when she saw me,and I slid into my seat next to her.Her lips were painted violet.It was pretty garish,but who was I to judge lipstick?


“I’m so sorry to hear about your mom.”She covered my hand with hers.“If you need anything,I’m here.”


She and I had never been too close,but I had to admit her offer of support made me feel better.“Thanks.”


“I’m sure losing your mom and coming out in the same week is really hard.I just can’t imagine—”She yanked away her hand and slapped it over her mouth,her eyes widening.


I pulled her hand from her mouth.“It’s fine.You said nothing wrong,Lily.I’m out.I’m not hiding it.”


Chapter 48