Gut up and deal with it.
“Do it now. I don’t want her to suffer anymore,” Jared said.
“You don’t have to stay for this.” Stint’s voice, as if he were speaking through cotton.
“Yes, I do.”
Stint opened his bag and measured out some liquid. “The sedative first to keep her calm.” He gave her the shot, and she didn’t flinch or react. Then he prepped a hypo with the overdose of anesthesia.
Jared wanted to tug Tasha into his lap but was afraid of hurting her, so settled for lying down behind her on the dirt, her warmth against his chest. He put his chin on her head and smelled her catty fur, the rich odor of elemental wild creature that sang on the breeze. Her fur was dirty but lush from health, the good food he’d given her, the special treats over the years. Jared tugged her whiskers, stiff as straw, and kissed her between her ears. He put one hand on her misshapen head, the other around her chest, where he could feel her heartbeat.