Chapter 45

Her voice was quavery and froggy; he could tell she’d been crying. They got through the pleasantries, “how are things”, “busy”, “you’ve got me on that goshdarn machine don’t you?”.

He kept moving around the office, filing papers, straightening up as he listened to the speakerphone. No way was he going to tell his mother what was going on at the refuge this week.

She started weeping again. It sounded dreadful through the tinny speaker. He wished he could hug her and make her feel better.

“Ma, it’ll be okay.” The words sounded stupid and useless. Would he believe Steve or Peter if they just shushed him now with that comment?

“No, it won’t. It will never be okay.” She coughed and Jared felt the pause when she lit up a cigarette. “Doesn’t it bother you? She’s dead!”

“It’s been twenty-five years, Ma. Let her go.”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about. You’re not a parent.”

Thanks for pointing that out again.