Chapter 41

“Jared and I weren’t exactly a model couple.”

“No, but it was clear to me that you two enjoyed being together.”

“We did, but not all of the time. We argued, too. You just didn’t see it.”

“Fair enough, but I saw the way you two looked at each other when we were together. Maybe he was more into you than you were to him, but the chemistry between you two was there and I was seriously jealous of it.”

“Why?”

“Because my own love life is shit, that’s why.”

“It doesn’t have to be. You’re the one who keeps pining for Ryan. How long are you going to keep yourself in mourning for that guy?”

“I’m not in mourning.”

“Right. When’s the last time a man touched you?”

“Why? Are you offering?”

The question gave me pause, not because I had been offering, but because it made me think about my father’s accusations so many years ago. What’s going on with you and Carmen? Are you screwing her?