Laurence and Eduardo have been lovers for ten wonderful years, but in the past few months Eduardo has become distant. Still madly in love with his Brazilian hunk, Laurence tries everything he can think of to win Eduardo back. When he catches Eduardo being unfaithful with one of the young servants, Laurence’s world is turned upside down. An argument ensues and Eduardo disappears during the night.<br><br>On his own for the first time in his life, Laurence decides to escape his memories of Eduardo by visiting Paris indefinitely. He stays at the new, opulent Hotel Regina where he meets Brenton, a fellow Brit. They visit the Moulin Rouge and afterwards, Brenton takes him to a club in the backstreets of Montmatre. Le Cul Noir is a men’s club where Laurence discovers he hasn’t been as outrageous as he previously thought.<br><br>He grows to care for Brenton, but he’s surprised to find himself thinking more and more about Eduardo. He knows he can’t have them both, but does he try to forget all about the love of his life and stay in Paris? Or does he have to find the courage to say goodbye to Brenton and go in search of Eduardo -- a man who may be lost to him forever?

Erotique

He takes his lips off mine and brings his hands up to cup my face. He’s not smiling as he examines me. I watch his eyes drinking in the features of my face and wonder what he’s thinking.


“So beautiful,” he says. “Such a handsome boy.”


It’s been a while since I’ve been called a boy, but Brenton can call me anything he wants when he looks at me the way he is now.


He reaches down and grips my erection then turns as best he can and leads me back into the shallows. He walks from the stream and up to the blanket. Without speaking, he turns and embraces me, then lowers me to the ground in his arms. I’m on my back. He’s beside me. We kiss some more and while we kiss I can feel him wiping the pre-fluid from his cock and smearing it over my arsehole. When it is slick enough, he climbs between my legs and enters me slowly, his eyes riveted to mine as he slides into me.


Chapter 20