Ronnie took a step closer. Damn it.“Listen to me,” he said, still speaking softly. “Listen, will you?”
Court nodded. Yes, he was listening.
“You’re all I have left in this world,” Ronnie told him. “You’re it, and you know that. If you don’t trust me, then I have nothing. I amnothing without you. So don’t shut me out, you hear?”
“It’s…”
Ronnie’s voice sharpened. “Don’t say it’s nothing. If something’s bothering you, I have to know what it is. Don’t—”
Without warning, Court grabbed Ronnie’s face in both hands and pulled him closer. Eyes shut tight, lips puckered, breath held fast, he pressed his mouth to Ronnie’s and flinched, waiting. To be pushed away, maybe. To be dunked under the water, or punched in the face, or something, anything, but he didn’t care. He couldn’t stand it any longer. If he didn’t kiss Ronnie now, he knew he would never be able to ever again.