Son of an Indian brave and a white captive, Soaring Hawk is raised in the native customs. As he grows into manhood, he discovers his desire for the love of men. Knowing the fate of those of ‘two spirits’ within his tribe, he leaves the Indian village, disguises his heritage, and enters the white man’s world as Samuel Hawkins. He soon discovers life is difficult for a man who prefers men. While he finds companionship, and forms bonds with many of the men he meets, he is unable to find a relationship which satisfies his deepest need. He also discovers much of what is in the world outside his village conflicts with the values of his native upbringing. He embarks on an odyssey which takes him across the continent and into the arms and beds of many lovers. As he travels, he comes to realize love has many forms. But the one he seeks most continually eludes him. Where will his odyssey lead him? Will he ever come to the end of his search for Soaring Hawk?

The Search for Soaring Hawk

Edgar turned his attention to Sam. His expression changed to one of casual interest. He extended his hand. “Edgar,” he said by way of introduction. “Glad to have a new man. Can’t hardly keep up with the orders we’re getting. Lots a buildin’ goin’ on.”


Sam took the man’s hand and acknowledged the greeting.


Edgar then turned back to Todd, who seemed to have dissolved into the background. “Go on back to the boss, pansy. You did your job.”


Sam still did not know why Todd was being addressed in this way, but he immediately felt protective of the small man.


“Thank you for showing me around, Todd. Maybe I’ll see you later.”


Todd mumbled something that was barely audible and left.


“You better be careful,” the man said. “Don’t want people to get the wrong idea about you if they see you with that bit of fluff. One puff around here is one too many. Come with me and I’ll show you your job.”


Chapter 47