The punishment for a seventh-grade dropout runaway is probably pretty harsh, but Ash Barker doesn't care. She can’t waste time or emotions on anyone but her brother, Matt. They were placed in separate foster homes, so Ash runs away to find him. If she fails, she’s headed back to juvenile detention. Everything is going right on schedule until two kids, Dayna and Kevin, barge into her hideout -- which just happens to be in their house. She ditches the pair fast, but can’t stop thinking about those bruised, skinny kids. Dayna and Kevin live with abusive parents who force them to stay in their room most of the time. If they go to the authorities for help, they’ll be split up, too. Ash knows how that feels, and she goes back to help, taking the two with her. With any luck, they’ll all help each other along the way. Meanwhile, as Matt waits for Ash, he can’t resist telling his foster brother and best friend, Jon-Allen, about the plans. They stash food, earn money, and keep watch for the night Ash appears at their bedroom window. Ash is so happy to be reunited with Matt and to discover she’s falling in love with Dayna that, at first, she doesn’t worry about what they’ll do next. But life on the road begins to take its toll -- they have to resort to shoplifting and scavenging to survive. Ash feels a growing sense of guilt at the disaster she’s made of everyone’s lives. Can she somehow keep her newfound “family” together despite hunger and sickness? Or will she be able to find the strength to reach out for help?

No Turning Back

But she couldn’t think because of the noise downstairs. Her back burned. She looked at Kevin’s black eye and multiple bruises and remembered what had happened the night before.


A few minutes later, her list was complete. “Kevin, do you have any more ideas?”


“You should bring an extra pair of shoes,” Ash said.


Dayna started to add that to the list but Kevin held her arm.


“We don’t have an extra pair of shoes.”


“They don’t fit anymore, remember?”


Ash looked at her watch. “It’s almost midnight.”


“I can’t believe they’re still having their party,” Kevin said.


“Well, we should try and get some sleep anyway,” Ash said. “We need all the rest we can get for tomorrow.”


“You’re right.” Dayna handed Ash her notebook. “The sooner morning gets here, the sooner we can leave. You can sleep on my bed again. Kevin and I are used to sharing.”


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