Chapter 134

Dad nods. He runs a hand over the shelves stacked against the wall, feeling the smooth wood like he’s looking for cracks. “You’re sure you guys can’t help me out?” he wants to know.

I shake my head. “We’ve got a few things to take care of,” I tell him, though what I’m thinking of now has nothing to do with cleaning up that back room or any other part of the house. “You can probably get Ray—”

That earns me a laugh. “If I ever needed a surrogate son,” he starts, but then he shakes his head as if to clear the thought. When he speaks again, his voice is so quiet that I have to strain to hear it. “I didn’t…I just didn’t know what you wanted from me, kid. I didn’t know how you expected me to treat him. I guess I went a little overboard.” Another laugh, this one distracted, almost a sigh. “I just thought you didn’t need more shit thrown at you, is all. That’s your momma’s department, not mine.”