Chapter 5

But he couldn’t do that. From the minute Kasey opened the door and he heard Charlie’s voice, Evan felt an abyss open within him. Now he stood on the edge, staring down into a darkness he had thought he’d managed to tame, a hollow space within threatening to engulf him completely. An emptiness that opened the night after the playoffs game when Charlie climbed onto his motorcycle without a backward glance and roared out of his life.

And now he’s back.

Evan couldn’t begin to imagine why—or rather, he wouldn’t let himself hope, not now, not after six long years spent waiting for a phone call or a letter or something,anything to let him know Charlie still thought of him. Some days? Some days he would have given the world to know his friend still cared.

He’s here now,he thought. Doesn’t that say something?

Evan wasn’t sure. He didn’t want to let himself believe it meant anything, not yet.

Ask him. Go out there and ask him why he’s come back.