Chapter 18

“I’m a jock.”

Here it comes.

“And I’m gay. Don’t get me wrong I’m okay with that—”

Was he? Was I?

“But being a jock and being gay doesn’t sit well with coaches and players. There’s a lot of anti-gay stuff thrown around in the locker room.”

Since Andy hadn’t experienced this aspect of gay society, he was getting a lesson in homophobic reality. I had been there, done that all through high school, college and my married life—living in two different worlds, trying to hide one from the other. Andy had discovered his attraction to men after he was married and divorced soon after that discovery. He’d never had cognitive dissonance, appearing to be one thing on the outside while the real you was being pushed down inside. Obviously Brad was experiencing this.

Andy looked as if he were considering this new perspective on being gay.